M blogging everyday.Juz got nth better to do. In e morning,bro had to go somewhere 4 e CLT thingy.Wen out of e house wif him.Den at Simei MRT station,bro told me to wait coz wan to top-up his card.It brought me up,i dont have money to top up my card.Damn it.Asked bro if he got $5 . He dun have.Wahlau.He called his fren tat he is meeting whether he got $5.Phew..He got $5. Den waited at e platform 4 his fren.2 Mrts left n he is still not there.Bro called his fren.His fren at Tampines.Den my bro say might as well he go tampines.Den meet his fren all.Wah..i tot only 1 fren.Got alot! Haha! Den got 1 girl only.Poor thing ah tat girl.Never feel odd ah? Den his fren lend $5.Den quickly top up.M late.Haha!Not late as in so late.But my time tat i wan to reach school isnt e time.Juz dun seems 2 understand.Why tis days Jia En n Jane not at e interchange? Like never wait 4 me ? So sad.Haha.

Home Econ was okay lar.Practical will start next week.Yay! Sci actually spoiled my whole mood n day. Mr sin told me to stand at 1 side of e class coz i say ' Grow Grow Grow ' .But i stood there lest den 15 seconds. Mr sin allowed me to sit back.He say " 5 mins later,u see fatin stand there again. " I actually got no mood to say anything.Fine if he predict tat.I timed 5 mins.5 mins has past,10 mins den so on.I noe Priscilia really wan me to stand at e side coz all she can do is laugh at me.Priscilia said to mr sin " Mr sin! 5 mins past already " Wateva lah..i didnt even open my mouth n u expect mr sin to let me stand there ? Tat is what i thought in my mind to Priscilia. Den recess.Jia En changed.She nowadays like never go recess wif me.So sad..Den wen wif Anqi.Go find leaves coz didnt bring any 4 art.Lost anqi after tat.Sat wif Syahirah.Den finish recess.Ms quek never come.Eng was okay.Mdm Zainab told me to see her coz she dun understand wat fish i m writing bout. Den she got shock but tat fish bite fingers off.Den told me to write a new 1.Art, dunnu wat e hell ms yuen toking bout ,den dirty my palett.Mt,Same old ting,kept laughing bout some cartoons n cikgu.Mata kero.Maths,maths test.

Wen home wif Natasha,Huda n Syafiqah.Yeah..Jia En really changed.Huda gave bubble gum.Den syafiqah,natasha n me kept laughing bout e story 'dia'.Den at 3:30pm,Jia En called to go to e Army shop at blk 801.Den at interchange,i dunnu wat bus to take to there.Haha!! Den Jia En make e length of e skirt shorter,n e no.3 shirt.Bro told me to do e biscuit.Waited quite long ah.Den we chit chat.Den eat ice-cream.Den play at playground.Hahahaha!! Den Jia En need to go toilet.I dun tink so got public toilet there also.Tink whether any people i noe stay near there.Told Jia En to tahan.Den at 6:30pm go to e Army Shop den take e tings.Den saw Sharifah from NCC part c n a another girl.4got her name.Haha! So poor thing ah dey all.Kena wait until 8pm den collect.Den took bus n wen home.

Tomorrow is NCC day.Den got POP also.Jia En dun have belt.Lost her belt.At Hq only got e belt.Better off now coz mum gonna get mad sooner.~Off now

I 4gotten to bring my tie.Asked a few people,den dun have.Danial said,juz tell e prefect ur tie in e class.I didnt wan to do tat.I scared,Ms Arnita or Mdm Zainab caught me wifout tie.So scared,if i buy,scared my mum scold me.Sci was juz some boring lesson.Okay ah,quite fun.Geog was so interesting.Esp when Ms Tan is like toking to herself,but i m paying attention ah.Den recess.Saw cikgu atan.Den Cikgu Jeffri walk pass by.Den i like show cikgu atan e mata kearo.Haha! Den Cikgu laughed n say " Fatin.. ".Anqi like sick,feel like vomiting.Juz hoping she wont vomit.Den brought her to e general office during recess to go sickbay.Den in e end,Anqi ended up sitting in e office.Den i wen out 4 recess.Looked 4 Jia En n Jane.Den finally found dem.Jia En told me someting.I was so dumbfounded.I couldnt say anything except," Relax ah " Okay,dun even dare to noe wat is e someting.

Maths was so interesting,but e boring n so not appreciative part was, i helped Anqi in all her works.Tink wat,i her babu ah ?!? MT was so boring.It will b so fun if Cikgu Atan is here.He is gonna retire tomorrow!! So sad.Juz feel like crying. During MT,Cikgu told us to do karangan.Den we start.Den me n natasha kept toking bout e ' DIA ' at suria.Haha.I wasnt tat really interested in tat story also.Den we laughed about how e Indonasia people speak malay.Haha!!Den in end,time gonna finish.I finish my compo.Natasha left wif few words,den cikgu left.Natasha got like so fedup.We were so confused.Shld we go long way or short way.Short way,will pass by Hardy's class.Okay,den decided to go short way.Luckily Hardy didnt disturb me anymore.All thanks to Syahirah!! Haha! She helped me tell him not to disturb me coz i scared of him.

Eng,muz compose a song.Who compose? Of course lah me.Haha! Okay,i composed e song,n dey try to change e rhythem.Jia En not going NCC coz ..got reason lah!!! Dun need to noe k.Den i m all left alone.Anqi dun wan to go.Den in e end she wen.Stayed back wif Hasannah.We toked bout NCC n all tat lah.Bout my pri school.Tok bout lesbian.Haha! Den 2:15pm already.E upper sec finish e Assem.Den Hasannah wan to go home.Den i lonely.No frens.Anqi go hang out wif e chinese frens.Den found Syahirah.Den tok wif her 4 awhile.Den she treat me like childcare centre like tat.Haha!! Den go sit at e chinese frens there.Den disturb dem!Hahaha!! Siow already.Den took Anqi books all.Haha! Den Hasannah came back.Haha! Came back in action!Den run here run there.Den hasannah all very scared to ask e Sgt whether need to bun deir hair.Den i say " NCC muz have courage! " Haha! Kinda lame lah.Den i asked Sharifah,Hafizah,Dahliah n Basirah.Den dey say i dun need.Of course i dun need lah!Den sharifah say if i,tie on top of my head, near e forehead.Hahaha!!

NCC start.Den dunnu lah.Do all e marching all tat.Hafizah is so funny!Haha!Make stupid actions.Den e funniest was when,Sharifah pulling e flag,den skali got stuck.Hahaha!!Yay! I dun need hair net or hairband!Tis fri gonna use no.3 ? Aww man. Called Jia En.Den tell her wat to bring n all tat.

Saw Syazalina when i going in Eastpoint.She is wif her fren in e nite? Juz miss her sister.Chat wif Iffa n Izzat in 1 con.Izzat totally gone crazy,so is Iffa.Anyway,dey r family.But related to it, is me.I also gone crazy.Sorry iffa..I couldnt tok to u on e fone coz mum tis days is scolding me 4 no reason.3days in a row kena scolding.Den dun allow me to tok to Iffa on e fone or any1.Haiz..Tats all anyway..~Off now

Today damn tired.In e morning kena nagging by Mdm Zainab.Coz e whole class make her grade go from 1 to 4 coz of our eng file.I juz wish i could go to mdm zainab n say Sorry.Ms Quek never come.Yay! haha! dun even noe her character yet.Cikgu Mohd Atan came to substitude our class.Den told us to do our own work.Den Xioa Yan did some hand signal to me n some mouth movements.Wateva it is..i dun get wat e hell she is trying to say.Haha!! Den i also bcome like her,do some mouth movements n hand signals.Den Cikgu say " Fatin,wat noise noise.Come seat bside me here.Discuss wif me." Every1 laugh..mayb some lah.Anyway,i laughed too.He is nice,juz abit joking n abit gatal.Den recess time,den every1 wen out.While waiting 4 Jia En n Jane,i wen to cikgu den say in malay " I dun like Cikgu Jeffri!! His intro so long.Den got peraturan all tat[ anyway,his peraturan is reasonable lah.hehe! ].Den his eyes like 1 up 1 down." Den Cikgu laughed.Den say his mata kearo.hahA!! Cikgu laughed also.Den he say " I teach,u all play2. " Did i?? Den he say " Okay ah,i come back n teach " So happy for tat moment.Tot it wld b really change teacher to Cikgu Atan.Den he say " Where can?!? I gonna retire!! " Alahh..make me suspend only.

I drank soya bean 4 recess.Juz to fill up my stomach.Den when toking to Anqi den accidentally hit e soya bean.It was so shocking,it spilled on Jia En's n my skirt.Jia En wen like " eee!! " I didnt care bout my skirt or wat.Dun wan Jia En to get angry.Most of e soya bean spilled on Jia En.Haha!Wen toilet n wash.Den bcome like Mr Bean,go hand dryer den dry my skirt.Haha!Maths was fun.Juz love maths.Home econ,didnt get to burn down e building..opps! Haha! Okay,it is thoery.I didnt bring my books.Sci,juz some funny entertainment n some match making me.Yucks.Pls dun match make ah.History is fun.Esp,wen Mdm Fauziah came to our class when we r suppose to have sci.Den she when " Den where m i going to teach now??? " It is so cute.Haha!History juz some grp work.Syahirah n me juz draw draw some rubbish stuff while Diana n Nisha tink bout wat to write.haha!Den school finish,it is only left wif me,mdm fauziah,suhaimi n fadhly in e class while Jia En n Jane wait 4 me outside.Did my maths1.

NCC,i m so weak.I 4gotten to eat my medicine.I didnt wan to b e timer also 4 tat time.March here,march there.Hah.I like e march past only.haha!Hafizah is so funny,so is Dahliah.Dey march so funny n cute.Den salute wif deir middle finger.Hahaha!!Cant stop laughing tat time n stopped when i cough.Sing e NCC song n say e NCC pledge.Den have to remember.Dismissal of NCC.Hafizah asked why every where i go i run.Tat actually brought me up.yah..why ah?I also dunnu.Haha!Den Jia En havent finish e maths.Den waited 4 her.Lied down on e chair.I juz got strength to disturb her.Sorry.Den wen home,told Aunty to make e skirt shorter.Told bro bout wat happened during NCC n all tat.Kinda tiring day also lah.I juz got e feeling of fainting during NCC.But i tahan ah.My eyes were half open.Heeh.~Off now

First day of school.Not exactly 1st day lah,juz 1st day of e 2nd semester.Tot i wld get a new geog teacher?!? I m hoping to change n not. Ms Tan say,mayb e teacher will change to Ms Ho.Who e hell is tat anyway? Every1 wen like " Huh!!! ,OMG!!, No!!! ".Heard tat Ms Ho so fierce.Aww man! I dun wan to get Ms Ho.I wan Ms Tan!! Dunnu lah,it is not me who is e principle.Maths,another interesting subject.I love maths! Haha! Gone bonkers. Actually,e teacher makes it interesting! Unlike..Mrs Kho.Den recess.E prefect never collect e readers.So had to go 2 office n return.Den Khairin asked me whether tosay got NCC,den i say yes n like walking backwards n didnt realise tat got teacher bhind me!! Malu man!! Den hit her.Luckily she didnt scold.She juz say " U okay or not??U like gonna fall like tat! " Okay tat was Mdm Faraziyah.My aunty's fren.Den eat bread only lah.Den wen back to class n found out my medicine was gone.Damn it lah.Damn scared.I like no energy.Coz e doctor say , if never complete,can get another sickness.Yah,i got tonsil.Kinda dangerous also ah.Den it is suppose to b PM.So called muz go Comp2 lah.Den every1 so noisy n all tat.Den dey decided to go music room n all tat.Haiz..i juz followed where pam go tats all.Heh!Walau..e teacher tok as thoe she accidentally swollowed a microphone.haha!! Den she use a permanent marker to write on e board.Den Jia En say " I wan to see her erase the board!! " haha!!

Den History.Didnt get Mrs Low as our teacher.Instead , Mdm Fauziah.People dun like her.Haha but i like her even she is fierce.Mt,got new teacher..haiz...Cikgu Jeffri.He is plum.N e eyes like mata kaero.Like 1 up,1down.Haha!He took half an hour 4 juz intro himself.Haiz.LS.Mr Jae! yay! Haha! Finally i get to tell n ask him , " Why tis school dun have Track n Field?? " Den he say coz e principle dun wan n all tat.Den not much talented people dat can run fast.Den,Priscilia said tat Pam n me fast runner.Wahlau..fine.. Mr Jae noes already!Den he say" yah ,but got 2 people only! " Den told him " I wan to go Singapore Sports School!! " Den pam say " Me too!! " Haha! yay! Finally had a partner.Den Mr jae say go apply.Den told him tat I didnt go 4 e trial,n i didnt had e recommandation from e school.Den he say, " Too bad ah! " Wahlau..den he say S'pore Sports Sch like Army.haha! It is true anyway!

Den stayed back 4 NCC.1st,got marching.Den alot of people 4got e marching den kebelakang pusing.Den got some things to b done lah.E 1 need to sedia,take pledge n all tat.Dey say 4 NCC day 1 July.M hoping tat i wldnt b using no3..Hate No3.E part C r funny n not serious.Haha.Shikin say dey all teach like wat.Yar! I agree! I confese!! Haha! Part D r better.Nvm..we gotta tolerate.But soon,partCs will get over it.Den everyting..den blah blah den dismiss.Didnt even noe tat is 5:45pm already.Den buy drinks n buy bread.Didnt finish my lunch actually.Den took Jia En wallet den hide.Haha!! Den she noe tat i took it,den i told her i out inside her bag already.Den she go search her bag.She still believe me tat e wallet inside.haha!Den when she searching,den i put her wallet at e chair.Haha!Den wanna go home already,den Jia En 4got her book,den i put at e piono there.Haha !Den say magic,it is there.I m kinda being rather ridiculas today.Den Sharifah came,den Jia En called me stupid in 1 kind of way tat is so funny.Den laugh until fall.haha!Den all e way laugh like hell.In e bus,disturbed Jia En.Den everyting..den i take MRt go home.

Reached home,aunty asked y m late,den told her got NCC.Den 2nd bro say ' Surely is march 4 friday rite? ' Yar he is so clever...Den juz say Yah.Wondering wat to buy 4 e stepdown people all.Den wen ntuc den brought, Gummy Bear 4 e NCOs .Tat all lah..~Off now

Hmm...tomorrow is school.Haiz..I have finish all my hw except tat History mind map.Juz half way done.N tat art book tat is suppose to b borrowed.Yesterday nite,wen laughing like hell at bro coz he actually tuck in his shirt! haha!Every1 sleep already n i m e only1 awake.Hmm..i m juz doing my history mindmap.Not tat sleep after tat.Den wen to sleep.Heard some1 coughing.Okay, it is juz my bro.Haha!

Den juz now wen Library alone.Hmm..okay kept finding 4 tat art book ,in e end found,not exactly,but den when wan to borrow,cannot borrow coz e book tat bro borrowed is overdue den muz pay..haiz..Wen home,go online,chat wif Syahirah.Haha!I changed my nickname at last.Aasked 2nd bro wat nickname i can put.Den he say '"Fatin,Hana,Nani .Tat ah! " Hmm..nehs..i dun wan tat nickname.E nickname tat go Singapore Sports School is so long time already.Since i was p5 or p6.I really wanted to go Singapore Sports School,but no recomandation from my school n i didnt wen 4 e trail to see whether i can b accepted.Haiz.Den i changed my nickname at msn to ' Sports Maniac' Haha! It sounds kinda lame lah,but got nth else i can tink of.Den mum called us to eat lunch.Den told 2ndbro " Eh! makan!! " Den he say " Alamak!! belum mandi !!! " Eee!! Yucks!! Haha!! Den mum scold him,coz 3pm still havent bathe yet.

Watched Spiderman juz now.haha! So cool!! Heeh! I like e part tat e Green Goblin come attack n e building on fire.M juz bored tis days. Its good school gonna reopen tomorrow.Anyway,any1 reading my blog now?? Kesian tis blog...Haiz..~Off now

I got e feeling tat no1 is reading my blog.Jia En seems not 2 read my blog anymore.Iffa dun wan to read my blog anymore coz she say tat she dun like my blogskin n e posting all i didnt write bout her,Haiz.Husna is kinda lazy to read.No1 is tagging.Haha!! Alrite m bored..I wonder how is Husna? I wonder how is my Yamacochi or wateva it is called..Haha!I left it at Iffa's house tat time n now Iffa is taking care of it.Dun let it die ah! M getting bored tis days n also gettting tired of e projects.Hmm..wonder how e hell is e maths project. I m getting bored of going online.Heeh.Syahirah isnt online.Juz love chatting wif her!Haha! Sabri called me his 'Best Chatting Friend',Haha!!

Looks like my cuzin who is married,has a child.Is it a boy or a girl?? Okay,I got 2 nephews,1 niece n tat baby lah.Dunnu whether is a boy or a girl.Haha!I have gone bonkers tis days..bonkers as in boredness. M juz hoping tat some1 read my blog...Haiz.~Off now

Nth much happen today..Juz tat kinda fight wif Iffa.Haha! Okay,i was being kinda irritating juz now,when toking to her on e fone den i read my timetable when she is having some problems wif her hw.Den she told me to stop if not she put down it fone.Uhh..i dont give a damn on it lah actually.Seriously,she put down it fone!M so lazy to call her back.But hey,i always tolerate wif it when she is being irritating like copying wat e hell i m toking n got more lahh.I m juz waiting 4 her to call me.Hehe! Den called Husna coz wanna ask is she ok.Haha!So concern! So long never tok to her.Den wen doctor wif my grandmother n aunty.Den when sitting at e clinic,got 1 cat.It is so CUTE!! Juz love it !!Den grandma make some lizard kind of sound so tat e cat wld come.Den it came.Den grandma stroke e back.Den i scared lah,if i stroke skali it bite me.Haha!Okay ,it didnt bite.Den my grandma is being funny,she touch e cats head n she felt it is hot.Den she say " You wan to go to e doctor also ahh?? " haha! Oh yah,wen doctor coz i got tat tonsil ah.Den e doctor said tat is a small tonsil.4 me is so big! Haha !

Den wen home.Xiao Yan called coz ask 4 e new timetable.Okay,i was so shock also when e timetable totally changed! **cries n sobs**Mrs Daniel not teaching us..instead is tat Miss Quek.Haiz..Den Cikgu Atan gonna retire.So sad!!!! Me n Diana planned to make a " Happy Retirement Card " I noe it sounds kinda lame,but juz to make Cikgu happy.Coz Cikgu eyes were so red when e last day of school tat time.Kinda happy also lah,coz cikgu is abit gatal.Yeah,always tok to me,den 1 time ask me " U got BF ?? " Den i say " No lahh!!! Where got!!?? "Den Cikgu say " I bcom ur BF ah ! " Den every1 laugh..EEEEEEEE!! Yucks ! Ahh Pui!!! But miss all his jokes lah.I noe he was juz jk.Got nth to say actually... ~Off now

It was kinda fun lar go to Iffa's house.But some stuff gave me a headache.She expect me to do 4 her hw.Wat,i cant tink anymore!! Yar, also dun noe tat much bout p5 sci.I noe she dunnu how i get an A 4 my PSLE sci but tat is 4 luck.I did it anyhow.Den used her comp.It is nice 4 her to disturb me ar! Haiz..she disturbed those people i m chatting wif.Den she disturbed Jia En until she got angry.Den i quickly sign out.Phew!Den watched Spongebob.After tat told her tat Jia En angry coz iffa disturbed her.Itried to push her away,but scared push her den she cry.Haiz..Den wen online told those people tat she disturbed tat m sorry.Anyway sorry huh!!M SO SORRY!! Den iffa chat wif Jia En.Tell Jia En tat she sorry.N e bez part tat,Sharifah say tat Iffa is a pest.I wen laughing like hell!! Haha! Iffa face wen all pale! Haha! Den iffa wanted to type someting,but luckily i block iffa.PHEW! Haha! Thnk u Sharifah!! HEheheheheheh!! HAhaha!! Den i signed out coz scared she disturb people again.Den wen home after tat.

Wen home n my grandma gave me some durians to eat.I HATE DURIAN! I juz hate it! What makes me hate it is coz once i ate a durian n found a magot in it!! YUCKS!! N i actually swollowed 1.But i had to eat it coz cant waste food.Mum says it is safe to eat coz kampong durians always have magots.But where e hell did tat durian came from?!? Okay..i juz ate 2 piece durians only. My timetable totally change man!! What !! Not fair !!!! Nothing much to update but juz bout tat sort of irritating Iffa.hehe!!~Off now

Juz now was so fun! Haha! Wen to Iffa's house. We r being kinda serious 4 tat time only coz Iffa havent finish her HW.So did i.I havent finish my sci HW n some stupid projects tat r giving me a headache.Wen to Iffa's house tot can finish my sci HW n tats it.Can concentrate on my projects but instead,i m helping her on her maths HW.I mean,not do it 4 her but explain.By 4pm, we r getting so restless n i m juz lying down on her bed.Haha !! We decided tat we go playground at 4:15pm instead of 5pm.But in e end we went at 4:45pm coz we decided to wait for Asar to solat. After solat den we wen to e playground wif Izzat.Den Izzat found a cardboard at e lift there.Den we use e cardboard to slide.It was so fun! Haha!! Den we get annoyed by tis 2 boys.Coz dey kept taking all e twigs n throwing it to use.Tink wat ? We rubbish bin ah? Den e boy fall, den Izzat say " Bagus !! " Hahaha!! Den we got tired n wen to e minimart. I didnt have money.So sad.Den Iffa treat me.Hehe!! Thank you !! Den by 5:25pm we wen up coz wan to watch SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS !! Hahaha!! After watching,I had to go home coz it is getting late. Den when home reach bout 6:15pm.Iffa house is juz near mine.Haha.Okay,den i got headache.Haiz.

Den juz about to play e comp,bro say e comp got virus n allowed me to use 4 juz 10mins.Okay,now it is 10mins already.Heeh.Bro wans to reformat it comp or wat?? Dunnu lar..but tomorrow going Iffa's house to use e comp coz got sci thingy need e comp.Sleepy now.Nites!~Off now

Last night spent toking to Iffa! Haha! Okay , Iffa was telling someting funny,den i laughed like hell.Den Iffa said " It is not funny !! It is Kelaka !! " Haha! It is still e same meaning!! Haha.She is full of nonsense. I actually went online at 11pm last nite.I was toking to her all along.Bro used e comp.So those who chat wif me last nite,sorry reply late,coz i had all e craps of Iffa's .hehe!

Juz now in e morning,Iffa called den say " I tot u wake up early n suppose to call me?!?" Hehe!Sorry lar..I woke up at 12pm.Den tok 4 awhile.Den me n Iffa decided to challenge who bathe e fastest.Wat slows me down was,there wasnt anymore shampoo!!! Okay had to find all e small bottle tat bro brought to camp.Finally found.Okay den Iffa finished first.Haiz.Den wen to Iffa house.While walking to her block,saw her waving at e window.Den i waved like 1 mad person.Hahaha!Den look at all e pictures she took at London.M so TOUCHED coz Iffa brought someting for me from London.Haha.She brought me a diary wif a invisible writing pen.Wanna see den school reopen den show n a keychain tat says " LONDON " Haha! It was so nice! I juz love Iffa's WHOPEE CUSHION!!! Okay tat Whopee chushion is when u seat on it, it has a FART sound! Haha! Dun tink S'pore got sell tat.I juz wonder y iffa never buy 4 herself e diary n invisible pen.Iffa brought some teddy bear,slime,frens data diary,whopee cushion n clothes 4 herself at London.Den help her in some of her HW.Den we time whether we can hold e sour sweet 4 how long.Den have to go home.Aunty Yati gave mum e place to put teapot n fridge magnet from London n gave me chocolates.It is so damn nice man!!! I actually hate chocolates but it is so nice.It is a white chocolate.Yum! So nice.Haha!Tomorrow m going to Iffa house again.Yay!! Haha ! Alrites,i had all e fun at Iffa's house.Time to sleep.Good Nites!!!~ Off now

I thought i was late.Haha.Okay,me n Jia En suppose to do project.Muz meet at e Tampines Cheers at 11am.I woke at 10:30am.I quickly rushed.Took a bath n all tat.No1 was at home.I had to close e window n all tat.But 4gotten to close my bro's room window.I didn't even have time to feed Stinky.Sorry Stinky.Den when crossing e zebra crossing saw my father's fren in e van.Den he wave.Den i noe he is gonna ask where m i going.Den e green like 4 e vehicle already.Den he wen.Den i cross e road.Den while walking i noe my father's fren is gonna stop.Damn it lar.He stop.I juz hate him! Once, wen out wif father n my bro.Den he follow.Den my father's fren asked my brother if he wans a cigeratte without my father knowing.Bro of course said 'NO'.He asked me where my going.I m still at Simei.Den i told him i m doing project at Simei.Coz if i say Tampines surely he wld say take his van.Haha den he juz say 'oh' n wen.Phew!Lucky.Den wait 4 Jia En at cheers.She havent reached yet.Tot she at e MC already..so wen to e Mc n see if she is there.Den on e way saw a girl from Junyuan.I tink she NCC, noe her from frenster.He name is -ath at frenster.Haha.I dun even noe wat is her real name.Dun tink she recognize me coz i look like a boy.Eheh.But i waved to her.Den called Jia En,den she still at home.Haiz..wahlau.

Wen to Mc do project.I brought student meal mcnaggets.Jia En told me not 2 b disgusting again.HAHAH! But hey,i wasnt disgusting u noe!! Alrite..i was juz about to eat my food.Put e chili sauce already den a fly came n landed on my sauce.It wasnt me!! It wasnt my fault.E fly lar. Jia En told me to help buy meal 4 her.I tot she wan to save money 4 Mp3?? So good ar she.She get a med size fries when she ordered 4 student meal.I tot wan to give back but Jia En say dun need.Haha!In e end she didnt finish e fries!! Hmm..actually,we didnt even do any project.It was so difficult.Alrite ok lar.Den Jia En ended up doing her maths paper.Copy mine ah!!I gave up on e project den decided to do my sci hw.Den Jia En fren come.Den i wen home.No1 at home again..haiz.Called Iffa,she not home.Den called another time,she sleeping.Wah..3pm still sleeping ah??Chat wif my cuzin,Syimah.Same age as Iffa.Anyway,Syimah look exactly like Jia En.Haha! Den ask me to do online HW 4 her.Haiz.

2nd Bro go kayaking or conoeing at sembawang e sea there 4 e clt thingy lar... I better finish my HW now,den can go Iffa house.~Off now

Woke up late today.Haha.Den wen out wif mum to Eastpoint.Eat at Banquet.Mum eat Laksa n i ate Spagetti Chicken.Kinda nice lar.Wen to ntuc.Den i saw 1 pram lar.I tot it was for sale.So i actually pushed e pram.Haha.Den i called my mum den i like about to sit on e pram n act like a baby den mum shouted "OI! Tat is some1's pram!!" I was so shocked , almost fall on e pram.Luckily i didnt really sit on it.Den i quickly run away.Haha! It was damn embarassing,luckily e owner not there.Den mum wen to pay e things lar.Den i stand at e trolly place there.I didnt even notice Yun Kay was juz bside me.I juz new it when she wen online n told me.Heheh.

Went home n continue on my Lit HW.Yay ! I found my sketch book.2nd bro disturbed me when i doing Lit Hw.He say e pig drawing cannot touch n all tat.If touch better wash my hand wif holly water.Hahaha!Den told me to message his back.I actually knock on his back n do some like karate hand movements on his back.He say it was nice.Haiz.Den fall asleep on my bed.Wahlau.

Watch Rush Hour 2 . It was damn funny man!! Hahhaha! Den wen online.Actually was online since 8pm but wasnt on e comp.I watched Rush Hour 2.After it finished den wen online.Den Jia En say cannot do far2 from her home.Wahlau.Den called Jia En.2nd bro kept disturbing me on his CLT e rank lar.Keep on putting it right infront of my eyes. Den he put it on his shoulder den drop.Hahaha! Tomorrow go do project at Mc at 11am.Juz hope i dont overslept.Hehe.Iffa called.She juz reached home from Malaysia!Wah so late? 2nd Bro watch some channel5 show.Den he say " Dun change to another channel.Dun change to suria." Den i asked y lar.Den he say wait if my mum see den surely mum wan to watch.Haha!So bad ah ! I wasnt interesting in watching tat vampire show also. Now i noe how to put pic on e update place.Hehe.K lar..m getting sleepy ahh.Anyway,mayb will upload some pic took at e march pass.Mayb only lar.Hehe ~ Off now

Last nite couldnt sleep well.I got nightmare.Haiz.I got fever.E tonsil is still there.I m so sick..School is going to reopen in 1week time.So fast?Walau..i didn't get to feel e holiday man.I tot i finish all my HW but i hadnt.I didn't finish my Lit pop-out n e sci.Damn it lar..i lost my sketch book.Den Diana say if buy new sketch book have to recopy all those inside.Wat man..Whose sketch book to copy??M getting a headache of tis.Haiz..HW n all HW.

Haiz..is so boring.Called Jia En coz wonder whether she go dentist pluck tooth pain or not.Haha not pain? Den got so bored man. Called Husna den cannot get through.Den i decided to call Aashi.Wah finally some1 pick up e fone.Aashi told me she got some problems.Her father disconnected e line so tat when some1 call like no1 pick up.She wanted to call me but cannot.Juz about to tell her tat it is ok n told her mayb next time ah go out den she say she have to put down e fone coz her father is coming.Haiz.Nvm Aashi.I m getting so bored!!Den called Syamilah.Ask her if she wans to go jalan2 at Eastpoint.Den she say she not sure.Den called another tme she say she is going out wif her fren.Okay..nvm lar.

People seems to b going out.Juz wish Iffa was here.She go KL.Haiz.Tomorrow she will b back!! Yipeee!! Anyway,when r we going Escape??? Dun tink my 2nd bro wans to go coz his school starts dis week n on mon n tue he wld b going to canoeing 4 e CLT thingy.Mayb i wld go Iffa house if got time lar.I still got some things to do.Project,HW,Drawing.Argh.Being sick is so annoying.Cant tink coz like got headache.Haiz.Haha.Watch Adams Family.It was okay lar.1st bro go to Haikal's family e BQ.2nd bro go watch movie wif Sheik.

Anyway , Iffa,i dun tink i wanna take e pepsi lar.Anyway wat is pepsi??Is it when tat time we wen in den got 1 ride,or e one u took wif kak Zanurah?? M getting bored tis few days.M getting INSANE!!Hahahahhahaha!~Off now

Last nite,slept late.Find a casual wear to wear 4 e march pass.Great,i dun have any casual wear!! All e clothes in my cupboard is juz all those wif colars n all those polo sports kind.Seriously,i dun have dress or skirts!! I dun even have 1 !! Ok mayb uniform lar.Kept finding 4 some casual wear.Mum den say " ALah!!Juz wear ur brothers clothes lar" What?!? Siow ar? I dun wan to b distinguished as a totally boy.If wear my bro's clothes,have to use tie.Finally found a long sleave shirt tat i hadn't use 4 months.Hehe.Den 4 e trousers,juz use some kind of 3/4 pants coz all e track pants all at e laundry.

Woke up by a phone call. M juz alone at home.Who e hell call when i m having fever n so lazy to wake up.Lucky it was a cordless phone which is juz bside me.Iffa called.Yeah,at least it is better den any other people called 4 some1 n no1 is home.My eyes were half open,when skali Iffa say she have a bad news.I totally woke up.She say,her family is going to KL tis afternoon! What!! Juz come back from London wan to go KL pulak.Wat man!! Haiz..Iffa said she dont wan to go.She will b back tis Sun.Haiz,m so lonely.But at least Husna is there to tok to me.Miss her.Buy 4 me bubble gum ar!! Haha ! Jk jk! I dun expect!!

Went to 2nd bro e march pass.Actually only 2 people can go.But in e end Me,mum,aunty,grandma n bro's fren,Sheik went. Reach there at 6:45pm.I sat at e front row to get a better view.Oh yar,Sheik is also NCC but he is sec 4.From Siglap.Haiz..bro didnt get to b e DISTINGUISHED GRADUAND,HONOUR GRADUAND,BEST IN LEADERSHIP or SYNDICATE 1-3 ACHIEVER AWARD.But nvm lar.Juz have a memorable camp.Den e GOH is CCA Branch MOE.Dunnu who e hell is tat lar.Mr S Rajesekaran . Den e march pass.E band is from Swiss Cottage or wateva lar.Den e bez part is, I saw Nurril,Bariah n some other Part C girls from Junyuan.Haha!Also saw some Part C boys.Dey having their Spec Course.So dey also have to march lar,make e Parade 4 e CLT more like bigger.Den saw dem march.Dunnu whether dey saw me or not.Anyway took deir pic also.K den time to makan.Got buffet n all tat lar.Den mum put rank 4 bro.Den i took pic.Den all e CLT throw deir cap up like University people like tat.Wah so nice man.Den bro closes fren in e CLT camp, Firdous,is from Junyuan last time.Wah!!He is the BEST IN LEADERSHIP man! Den bro show him tat i m from Junyuan,NCC,Part A lar.Den e fren say in malay " Nvm.I take care of her." Haha! LIke real he will.Uhh..i m in NCC girls,not boys.But nvm lar.Den he get to hold e " PEDANG " !!Wahlau! Den took pic wif bro.Den his fren all take pic together.Den tat Firdous let me hold e "PEDANG" . Okay it is kinda heavy lar.Kinda scary coz scared i accidentally drop it or wat.I only get to hold 4 a few seconds.Miss it man,when hold tat PEDANG den can take pic.But since another person wan to try hold.Haiz,bro is gonna teach Siglap 4 e like NCC.But nvm,at least got tat Firdous.Hehe.I love e PEDANG!! Bro took pic wif some general.Haha dunnu who e hell is tat also.Den took alot of pic ar.Den e Graduation Ends.Bro is going home at 11pm.Coz he have to change n return e NO.1 ,clean e bunk,clean e buffet place den dunnu lar wat else.Den we all go home.Sheik wait 4 bro.Haiz..i really miss e No.1 n e "Pedang" . But at least i got take e pic of NO.1 n e Pedang.Haha!Den everyday can admire.I wanna b like bro.So have to b tough.I wanna b CLT.Hehe!~Off now

Today suppose to go watch movie wif Aashi.Called so many times,more den 10 times,no1 pick up.She wanna go or not? I was juz about to take a bite of my breakfast when e phone rang.Hoping tat wld b Aashi.Picked up,den say
"Hello" . It is juz silence 4 3 seconds.N suddenly, " ARGH!!! FATIN!!!! " Who the hell is tat ? Thought for awhile.E voice is abit familiar,not Aashi's voice.It was Iffa! I den shouted n happy dat she is back in S'pore!!!! Haha! M insane! So happy tat she is back until i cry! Hehe! She did cry too. Miss her voice so much.Juz can't wait to see her face.Wahh she have natural red cheeks man! Yarr..come back from London which is so cold. Iffa brought 4 me a diary n a pen which write den invisable n can see when u shine a light on it.It is 5 pounds at london which is $15 over in S'pore. Haha! Iffa u shldn't buy.I m so touched! Hahaha! Mayb Sat or tomorrow i wan to go to her house.But her mum is den now planning to go KL ! What !! Wahlau..

Iffa had to unpack all her stuff.She is kinda busy.Den i called Husna bout e good news tat Iffa is back n e bad news tat Aashi is not home n so cannot go watch movie.**Cries n sobs** I really wan to go watch movie or go out wif some1 or wat.Why always tat no1 wans to go out wif me. Haiz..tis holiday is so like a prison 4 me.Stay at home,play PS2. My comp got some virus.So bro reformat e comp.But 1 ting i 4got.I didnt study.SHIT! Is it too late?I have been playing PS2 only. Hah,at least i didn't study 4 1 week only.

Tomorrow is 2nd bro march pass.Can't wait to go! Haha! Juz hope he is the best cadet.So he wld b e IC.Den he can hold e sword tat he really wanted. Miss every1.Muah!!! M so happy Iffa is back!Hahaha!! K lar..got nth else to say.Now toking to Jia EN on e phone.Poor thing she muz go dentist tomorrow.Dun b scared lar Jia En.Relaxs k !~Off now

M so lonely..When can i ever b happy? Damn sad.If only some1 is there to tok to me.Give some jokes to cheer me up.Haiz..If Iffa was here,surely she wld b tagging.Haha!Den sure in e morning will call me.I really wan to go Escape Themepark wif her.Haha.Still remember tat time go Escape wif Kak Zanurah n Iffa.N when i tot i saw Mr Quek.Den we took e Wet n Wild ride 6 times in a row coz there wasnt any que.Also when Kak Zanurah cheated saying she was 18 when actually she is 17.Den Iffa was so daring to take tat Pepsi ride when m not.HAHAHA!Den i seated at e front seat 4 e rainbow ride didnt even notice tat there is only 4 adults!Miss those fun..

If m not mistaken,1st bro say i cannot play e comp anymore.He said it early in e morning b4 he go to school coz i asked him whether i can play e comp n he say in malay " U play,den u cannot play anymore.It is the last time " Okay..i didnt ask " Why ? " Coz i was so sleepy.Den i when back to sleep.HAHA!But m not too sure wat he meant.Is it tat i play in e morning n cannot play anymore in e nite or i cannot play anymore until i get a new comp.Great.My comp have some stupid virus.N some people actually heck our comp.They call e pacific 4 e pass scaming he is my bro.N got some1 actually use my bro email to use e comp to get in internet n we r suppose to pay 4 it.Idiot lar dey all!! Curse dem !! Muahaha! Jk only.Bro wan to sue e pacific people 4 telling e scamers his password wifout asking 4 e real particulars.But tat need lawyer.4 me, yar he shld.

I really miss my bro n Iffa.Oh yar..m going watch movie wif Aashi tis Thurs.So m not free.Actually m not free 4 e whole week.Tomorrow not free coz dunnu where mum wan to bring me,Wed go do project wif Sha Hui n e grp ,Thurs go watch movie wif Aashi,Fri going bro march pass which is in e nite.Den weekends i dunnu.

I got e feeling tat no 1 is reading me blog.Mayb if Iffa is here it is only Iffa.Jia En seems to b bz always.Haiz.Hmm..mayb see who read my blog ar..kk if u read my blog tag n say " Me!! " Haha lame.Haiz.Iffa is e only person i noe who read my blog.If her comp someting rong den i wld b updating 4 e sake of boredness.Tis holiday is so boring.If only Iffa was here e wld b much much fun. Really miss you Iffa !!!!! Wateva it is..it is good tat my pri frens r taggin!Miss you all! Muah! Having headache now..wanna have some rest ar..~Off now

Haiz..my comp got fever.Kena attack by virus.E thing tat like block virus suddenly like dunnu lar.

Tat Friday didn't wen out wif Aashi.Aashi had some things to b done.Dunnu lar.It is ok 4 me coz i had fever n dun wan to spread it to her.1st Bro came home at 9pm.Kinda scared coz spoiled his earpiece.It wasnt my fault!I was hearing to 1 nice song,den suddenly e right earpiece cannot hear.Was toking to Xioa Yan bout e project when bro came home.When he open e door straight away i waved at him.Didn't even pay any attention to wat Xioa Yan was toking.Haha.Den tok2 to her 4 awhile den put down.Always tat when people come back from camp dey wld b like angry or tired right?Bro wasnt angry.He put down his bag n say in malay " Dun wan to go back to camp!!! I wan to stay at home!" Wen laughing at him.He say it was tough.Had to run 2.4 everyday.Walau.

On Saturday wen to do project wif Pamela,Xioa Yan,Jia En,Jia Sen n Sha Hui.Den when to eat McDonald.I was sort of being disgusting by putting fries in e straw.Haha.Pam n Xioa Yan got disgusted.Jia En juz kept quiet n look at e other side.Wonder how Jia En tolerate it n she sat bside me.After eating Mc den felt so sleepy man!!Haha!Ok..dey didnt wan to go back to e library.Den Sha Hui say do project again on Wed if i m not mistaken.Alah..damn leceh[troublsome] When back called Husna.Boring lah toking to her.Juz tok nth.Juz wish Iffa was at S'pore.Miss her cute n sweet voice.Really miss her jokes n all tat.

Today nth happen tat much.1st bro acc kena heck.Wateva e pacific thingy.People scam to b him n called Pacific 4 e pass.E people at Pacific also blur.Never ask 4 e particulars.Now bro is damn angry.2nd bro help call e Pacific people.Den dunnu lar.Den i played PS2 coz tis comp not ok.Played FiFa street.2nd bro going back to HQ tomorrow morning n going back tis Fri!!M going to e march pass!! Really really miss Iffa!! When is she coming back!! Come back early lar Iffa!!I remembered telling Iffa bout we going Escape wif their family n my family.Mum allowed.Wanna ask straight away when Iffa comes home.But..is she coming home tis Thurs?? Iffa!!! I really miss you!! Not toking to u 4 more den 2 weeks is like not toking 4 2 years!! Really miss you! Argh!! Pls!! Really miss you...

I have really gone insane every since she go London..1st bro is getting mad now ~Off now

Argh!! Got headache.Having headache is so leceh[troublesome].Somemore got tonsil also.Mum told grandma to bring me to Polyclinic.I dun wanna go.I wan to go to e Ansar clinic at Tampines.I dun wan to go Polyclinic coz so crowded, wait so long,e doctor not friendly.At least at Ansar clinic Dr.Aris so kind.Used to give sweet but now dont.But ok lar.Not crowded.

YipeE!!Bro coming back tomorrow nite!**I like to move it move it, u like to MOVE IT!!** {copy The Madagascar} But he going back to HQ Sunday nite..so sad.His march pass is next Fri.N he coming back in e 22th June.Yay!!Siow already lar.Iffa is coming back next Thursday.Mayb lar.MISS IFFA ALOT!Miss every1 too.

Chat wif Hazel juz now.Poor thing,have alot of HW n test paper.Having PSLE tis year.All E BeZ! Hmm..U tink i shld go watch Movie wif Aashi wif a condition like tis?Uhh..i got fever n tonsil lar.Mum say i cannot eat popcorn.Ohh yar,mum allow me to go.M not sure whether wan to go or not.Argh!Y muz have fever today.Alah..Eh some1 tag ah.Boring larr.Jia En,thnx 4 tagging everyday!Other people tag ah.Dun tell me no1 go read my blog.So sad..Happy holiday to everyone!!Me wan to watch SpongeBob Square Pants now.Bye!~Off now

I have gone INSANE.

Finally I get to contact Aashi.Yeah,we planned n decided to go this Friday.But simply,mum dun allow.But told Aashi already.Great.Now how m i gonna call her saying i can't make it.M so lonely.No1 to go out wif.Haiz..sad.Wish Iffa was here.At least cant go out wif any1 but get to go to her house.Talk bout all e nonsensetical stuff.Or mayb 2nd bro.Get to play some PS2 games wif him.1st bro totally wen insane.Like me also lar.Argh..heck care~Off now

Yesterday nite was kinda worried.Worried bout my 1st bro.He havent come back when he is suppose to come home at 5pm.Anyway was fun coz get to play comp long.K he came back at 9pm.Den mum ask where he wen.Den he say he went to tat grinch house.Wanna noe who is e grinch?E grinch is my bro fren who is tat Haikal!Call him grinch coz he look like grinch.Hehe!

ArgHH!!!I got tonsil!! Hurts alot man.It is when i open my mouth den can see e tonsil.But Sabri's tonsil is more worse.Haha!Tat time ask him y never go 4 PE den he show me e tonsil in his mouth.YUCKS!OKay..at least mine isnt tat bad like his.Hurts alot when i eat someting hard.

I really miss her.Really miss Iffa.It is gonna b more than 1 week to wait 4 her to come back.So sad.Juz feel like crying.But no onion..HehE!Jk!juz dun feel like crying n no point crying .Rite?Agree?Miss her lots man.Juz hoping a call from her at London.But cost alot of money.I m so lonely.Husna tok nth but juz tok bout tat sickening Aabidah.I m so lonely without Iffa.Everyday she wld call.So sad.Very sad.Damn sad.Juz wish some1 is there to cheer me up. Haiz..at least if she isn't here..there is my 2nd bro..but he go camp.Can't sleep at nite without any jokes from my bro.Is like he tell story but instead silly stupid jokes.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Iffa Please come back to S'pore early!!!

En-en called to do project.Eh en-en..i dun wan to do project under ur block lar.Scary.Do at McDonald ah.Okay..i noe Mc so noisy..den do e project where?Do at e toilet?More quiet!Hehe!Jk Jk!If u wan u do urself ar at e toilet.Do at e library??? Alah..library lah!Mc noisy,block scary,toilet smelly.En-en dun wan to walk far2.But i also have to walk rite?Somemore den wait later i have to go operation my leg.Anyway dun b scared to go dentist.Not pain!Seriously!!Not pain!!Oh yar!Jia En,if u wan to cry den cannot rite?U take onion,cut ,den put near ur eye.Surely cry!Hehe!JK!! K lar enough of my nonsense.I noe i toking 2 myself.So dun mind lahh.Sleepy already larr!!NiteS!~Off now

Heys!!Got nth better to do so update now.So sad...2nd bro not home.Couldnt sleep well last nite,Kept tinking bout him.N e scary part is,at nite me n mum heard like his voice.Den tot someting might happen to him.Den like scared.Miss him so much.Pity him,he 4got to bring his battery 4 his potable fan.Yay!He is going back ti Fri nite n going back Sun nite.Like NS ah?

Argh!!!!En-en cut her hair!!Y muz she cut?Wait scared not cute anymore.Give sharifah testi den spell 'sticking' as 'stinking' .Type rongly.Ehehe!Haiz..En-en give spelling tuition 4 $1000/word !Siow ah.Dunnu whether her spelling good or not.Dun tink she pro also!Eheh!No offence yah!Haha make En-en get headache coz sing e Spongebob song.

I m so lonely.2nd bro go e camp,1st bro go school,Mum go work,Iffa go London.Den me only..n grandma.Can call husna coz she not goin KL.M so sad.But today was kinda fun also.Chatting is great.EHehe!People r going overseas.Have fun there!Shld i call Syamilah?Go down play or go eastpoint?Oh yar!I called Aashi!But...when call her some1 say she in e toilet.Okay..m lazy to call back.**cries n sobs** so sad..So lonely..I wish some1 is there to call me.Ehehe!Anyway..got nth else to say..Later at 5:30 got spongebob!!ByeS~Off now

Bored...damn bored.Stay at home only.Every1 is out 4 holiday.OK,mayb not..bro go training.Pity him also ah.Miss every1.2nd bro go Clt course today.He muz b there at 9pm.In e afternoon helped him to colour e shirt tat he told me to do.Den he make his boots more black.Den i extra extra go do at my boots also.Hehe!Den wen jogging around my street.Got nth else better to do wat.Den bro have to go to e HQ already.Wah he bring alot of things ah.Den when he go already,he 4got e tissue tat collect dust 4 him to wipe dust.Den mum told me to chase him.Den run like hell.Den go MRT station coz he told me he wan to meet his fren there.Den when there den saw him.Den give him e tissue.Den he say he 4got to bring e timetable thingy.Den told me to run back home n take.Den i run again.Den run back den give him.Den he say tat he give me e whole bottle of peach tea at home.YAY!But dun wan lar..i got my bottle of peach tea already.

Den reach home all sweating like hell.Den watch e Mars Attacks.Eheh!So funny!Miss my bro so much.Every nite he wld always disturb me.Go make scary face n make me shout.Imitating people.Lie on my bed n make it hot.Scare me.Hmm..his march pass is gonna b next friday.Yay!Cant wait!Den can see him in No.1,marching.

I noe who is e culprit!Hehe!Its my 1st bro.Okay..he borrowed books using my ez-link card.Totally 4got bout he telling me tat.Lucky my mum never report to e police.Tis days is so boring..**sign**.Juz wish Iffa cld come back early.But sure she is having fun there.M so sad.Shld i call Aashi?Tell her when she wan to watch The Madagascar n take neos.Have to stay at home.Hmm..mayb can call Syamilah to go play or wat.Call Farah Koh go eastpoint?Uhh..dunnu lah.Tink bout it 1st.K lar..got nth else to say..NiteS~Off now

So boring.I m bored.Damn bored.But kinda fun lar today.Didn't follow 2nd bro to e army shop coz mum didn't allow n bro is goin wif his fren.Den after tat he go watch The Madagascar.Mum den say to bring me along coz once i told her i wan to watch tat movie,but 2nd bro don't wan.He say wait leceh[troublesome]..so bad!Told mum i wan to go wif Aashi or whoever lah.Den followed mum to go her fren's house.Den after tat went to east coast park n cycle.Kinda boring lahh..wan 2nd bro to follow but he go out wif his fren.Wan 1st bro to follow , he very lazy.

I cycled alone.So sad ah?Mum didn't wan to cycle coz she very lazy.Den dun allow me to rent e bikes tat like very high or like big ah..coz dun have my bro.So had to take e small bike.Not fair.Okay..it was kinda fun cycling alone coz dun need to chase my bros tat use to b like so fast n lost dem.Get to see kids learning how to balance on a bike.Reminds me of last time when i learn how to balance on e bike.Den fall in e drain.N e worse part is..i fall into e dustbin.Den after cycling go eat at McDonald.Miss Nisarat[salad].Go Thailand ah she.Gonna miss my 2nd bro!!!**cries n sobs**He is going to e CLT course TOMORROW!!But good ah..he gonna b back on Saturdays.But still gonna miss him.Like i m gonna b e only person in e house n my grandma.2nd bro go Clt course n 1st bro got school,mum go work.I will b so alone n so lonely.

Cant wait till go watch movie wif Aashi.Wat if she change her mind?Man..no1 to go wif..But hoping she won't.Ohh yar..today i got fever.Told ah e previous post.On thurs got headache n yesterday got fever.N today also.K ah..got nth else to say ah...byes!Nites!~Off now..

Hot day

Yesterday nite,2nd bro kept joking bout e malaysian people.How they talk n all that.It was so funny till laugh like hell.I noe he juz wanna cheer me up coz mum scolded me when i told her i didn't wan to go malaysia.Cried all nite.Den tis morning mum also scold.Alah..long story lah.

2nd bro go 4 e briefing 4 e CLT course at Amoy Quee there.Gonna miss him tis Sunday.He going 4 e CLT course tis Sunday.Good Luck!Haiz..gonna miss Nisarat(Salad) too.She gonna go back to Thailand tomorrow.But she coming back ah.Hmm..dunnu when wan to watch movie wif Aashi ah.Dunnu when to call her also.My holiday is so gonna b boring.Shld i follow my bro again to e Army SHop?I wan to see-see all e stuff ah.All so nice and like WOAH!But wait wanna wait 4 e person to sew like kinda boring to wait also..

Iffa is coming back to S'pore on e 16 June.Izzat,Iffa bro told me.Izzat,Zayd n Uncle Hashim never go London.Only Iffa n her Mum.Wah tis days is so hot rite?Wah so damn hot man.Wonder how 2nd bro is gonna tolerate it when he have CLT course.Surely come back all black!AHAHA!Jk!It is summer now.N at london,their summer is 16 degrees celcuis!Wahlau!K lar..got nth else to say.Feeling kinda sad too..~Off now

Do dey have feelings?Feel so left out!!

Feel so left out.How wld u feel if u r the only Malay n ur other frens r chinese.Den dey speak chinese.U will feel left out rite?Wen to do project.Out of 6 people,i m the only malay.Okay..i m really tired of saying " Speak English!" "Channel 5!!" I m sure dey noe Eng rite?If dey wan to speak chinese,might as well just go chinese school!Hurt by dem.Do dey have feelings?Do dey noe how other people feel?Dun tell me tat dey dun have feelings.Wat is the meaning of multi-racial?Forgoodness sake!Juz co-operate for once lar!No 1 ever noe how i feel.So left out.When dey speak chinese , i juz feel like leaving!But have to do e history project.Den in e morning Jia En say after finish History project do maths project.Den i doing e history project den Jia En n Nisarat start packing to go home.Nisarat is goin to Thailand.Chai Cheng cant b bothered.Den e only time was juz now.I know lar..dey not gossping bout me or wat,at least speak English lahh.Can also understand wat day all toking.Walau.Dont know who to tell tis problem to.Iffa isn't in S'pore.If she is,surely can tell her tis problem.Feel much better if tell her.Husna she is not home.N sometimes tell Husna she will tok to other people at her house.No1 else.Y r dey like tat?Juz hope some1 can comfort me.Don't tink u all noe how it is to b left out.1stly,i m only malay there.Don't even bother to co-operate.Don't even noe e meaning of multi-racial.I juz can't handle tis so hurting,being left out.Juz hope some1 is there to comfort me..Felt so angry too.

Followed 2nd bro to the army shop at Tampines Blk 801 infront Junyuan Pri.I juz notice there is a army shop there.Wah alot of things man!Bro wen there to sew his uniforms 4 e CLT.Den he also teach me how to go there coz wait he say if lost or wan to buy NCC stuff,go there.Den wen to eat Dinner wif my father n 2nd bro.Eat Pepper Beef Steak.So nice!Den after tat wen to Parkway Parade.Go Giant n all tat.Den bro like block as in push me to e esculator tat is going up when we r suppose to go down.Den e people almost bumb onto me.Den my bro laughed like hell.Den all i was juz laugh back.

After all..today is kinda bad n funny day!Esp when 2nd bro likes to play wif my head.Pretend tat my head is a basketball.Juz hope,some1 can comfort me.Juz feel so left out.Dey dunnu how it feels to b do left out..Wish Iffa was here.Juz hope Pam,Anqi,Jia En,Sha Hui n Jane cld understand how it feels to b left out.Esp Anqi..keep toking Chinese.Use initaitive lar.I noe dey don't feel left out coz dey all understand.Whoever told me to go wif more to malay frens,i thank u.4got who is tat person..Not too sure.I know i wan to b multi-racial.But dey also must be.Going out wif more malay people is tough.Natasha,Syafiqah dun really tok tat much.Nisha,Syira n Diana dey go wif deir frens.Now no other frens.PLS !!! 4goodness sake!!!Speak ENGLISH!!!!!!! Tis isnt like the 1st time dey speak chinese.Isn't the 1st time me telling dem to speak English.Wat u expect me to do?U wan me to tell Mdm Zainab again?PlS laR!I HaVe EnouGh oF tHiS!! Really need some1 to comfort me.Give me some advice.Any1? Really...pls....cant waste my tears over tis...hope Pam,Anqi,Sha Hui,Jia En n Jane can stop tis so called toking chinese make me feel so left out,sad..Actually,Jia En n Jane didn't speak chinese.

[To Jia En n Nisarat]Angry wif dem coz Jia En say do maths project after history project.Den i doing history project den dey all start packing to go home.I noe lar dey wan to go home.I also wan to go home.Nisarat is going Thailand already.Den we r suppose to do e Choas game.Den dey all pack up to go home.Walau..tink i not angry or wat ah?Say wan to do maths project den in e end getting ready to go home..

So hurt..i notice tis is e longest blog i typed.It means i m so the very HURT ! Juz hope,hopefully some1 can help me..Getting headache over tis left out thingy...den tomorrow surely fever..Iffa,pls come back to S'pore quickly.Ending feeling so hurt,left out,lonely..Nites..~Off now

Missing her every second as it passed.Counting how many more to go.I m insane or desprate?Really miss her!Didn't sleep well last night.Kept thinking about her.I miss Iffa.Depart from S'pore at 7:30am tis morning.London is 13 hrs bhind us.I tink by tis time reach already.

Hate Mr sin!Really hate him.Wanna noe..ask me.Yipee!Mdm Low[ our real History teacher ] is BACK! Ok...she is so FIerCE!But kinda funny sometimes.Now i really like History!It is kinda interesting also ah.I was kinda worried coz bout i complained to Mdm Zainab bout Cikgu.Scared Cikgu ask.Luckily he didnt!Cikgu is kinda ok ah.He say in malay " You fail your MT rite?" Den i say "Yah"Den he say "Why?Primary school u use to fail or not?" Den i say " Dunnu..Primary school i never fail." Den he say "Den why now fail?" Den i say"Dunnu.." Den he say"Read more books ahh.Go library den borrow all e books all.See,Karan pass you fail.Must study hard ah next term!" OK..he is gonna retire soon.30th of June.Sad huh?

Den stay back to do Maths Project.Hate Chai Cheng!Idiot ah she.Go out wif her frens so called boyfrens.Den never care bout e project.Feel like kicking her out ah!Nisarat(salad) goin back to Thailand.N 4 sure Chai Cheng cannot make it.Den it wld b me n Jia En.Den we went to comp lab.Find e fractals.But i really go n search.Den i like give up ah.Coz all e fractals all so nice!heehee!

Went home.Damn tired!Aha!Okay..really sad thing is...Grandma n aunty is goin malaysia,iffa went London,2nd bro goin CLT course,1st bro..dun even bother to noe..mayb husna goin KL..I m so lonely.No 1 to tok to on e fone.No 1 to chat so long in MSN.Haiz..sad huh?

I m kinda worried bout 2 people.Scared dey r influenced by tis person.Wat can i do??Scared dey people like tat person..Some1..any1..HELP!E happy ting is mayb going watch movie wif my bez bud Aashi!hehe!Pri fren.Not too sure ah.Mum say mayb we goin Malaysia n mayb not.Pam call to do project tomorrow.Alah.So sad,so lonely,so confuse.**sign** Happy Holidays to every1!~Off now