Yay!!!
I'm officially back to blogging after one week.

Okay so the Sec1 Interaction Camp was FUN!
The Sec1s in my group bonded so well in just 3 days.
STORM.
The Campfire was okay i shall say. Nice fire but the atmosphere wasn't as great as when i was Sec1.

Okay so lost my voice and everyone was making fun of it. After the camp went for class outting with 4E3!!! Watched L Changed the World at Plaza Sing. It's EXTREMELY nice story. The character itself is funny. I wanna watch again. Haha!
And i had a good laugh with AMIRAH!!!

Back to school and i feel so tired. Woke up 1hr late on Monday.
Had 2.4km test. Felt so tired to push myself. Usually i can keep up with Tiffany but now she seemed so far as i gasped for air. GuoYan became a person for me to keep up with.
And again, he beat me. ARGH!!!

And today, i had terrible headache till i almost fell on my knees but Alina caught me just in time. Thanks girl.

I have finally made up my mind.
I'm officially going for Advance Drill Course (Supernumerary).
Period.

Spent the weekend planning for the unit camp and typing it into soft copy. Designed the t-shirt which i think it is not bad though...
MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!!!
Oh, yeahh... i'm not attending the NCC Unit Camp. I'll be there on the last day for photo taking.

Anyway, today's workshop is
BORING...
The only fun part was the big wheel and the PCK.
Everyone arrowed Izzat but IZZAT arrowed me. Cause of my CURLY hair..
Thanks to him, my face is saved from humiliation. Plus, we earned a treat of PIZZA for tomorrow's lunch.
Thanks mann dude..

I like my Sec2 assistant. Haha. He is such a gentlemen.
He is Yan Kiat. But he told me to call him
BOO

Love.
Love is caring and showers other with compassion.

I saw a lot of people giving out chocolates and sweets to one another. Some even gave flowers. Oh yes, it's valentine's day. Though, i'm not "into" this kind of stuffs. But thanks to those who wished me and hugged me. Haha i feel so LOVED.

Anyway, things are getting tougher and tougher for me. Especially academically.
I was called out to participate in Singapore Mathematics Olympiad (SMO).
DAMN!!!

And now i am in a huge dilemma.
Advance Drill Course (Supernumerary)
Should or should not?
Cause if i were to, it's only me from Junyuan. Furthermore, the ADC falls during my Unit Camp.
What are your opinions?
Please, help me.

Oh yay,
I've been doing my homework this pass few days. However, there is still a big pile of homework to be done. I'm just so tired...

Yesterday, went swimming. Feel so good to take a break from whatever crap I've been down with.

Next week, 4 TAs to complete. Namely, Geog, Physics, Chemistry and Amaths. No problem0 to Physics and Amaths. But my Geog and Chem is at a crucial situation.

ARGH!!!

Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs
A lonely place to be
And so I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

- Extracted from Whitney Houston - Greatest Love of All

Frankly speaking, I'm inspired by this song. Also another song in which I'll post up some other time.

I need a happy meal...

It's upsetting to know that when you lend a helping hand, one would return by utter ignorance to you. It's even devastating when they insult you infront of their friends to impress them.
It's naturally typical when one has different personality towards different people.
It's heart-rending especially coming from your close friends.

Oh yeah.
I'm definately offended by people's pathetic reaction when i took to the extra mile to be there for them. Not to mention, disappointing too.
Though i keep telling myself to move on, the feeling is worse than heartbreaking.

Now I'm down with a flu. I wonder whether i can even get up from bed tomorrow. Or drag myself to school. Tomorrow is gonna be a hectic day of course. Also a grand day where hard work pays off. Whereby NCC Girls get's the glory.

I'm gonna appreaciate this coming week. 2 days of school and i have the rest of the week to recuperate from my over-work.

My scar.
It hurts.
It itches. Feels like burning.
Temptation to peel off the scar which is impossible.

You don't know what i'm going through.
So please be appreciative.