Another Chapter

Enjoying this meaningful life

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Anniversary

It has been 1 year eversince then.
Remember guys?

That day, that very day, that changed my life.
And allow me to start a new beginning.


Mum who stayed up just to take care of me


The painkillers to ease the pain away


And that red button which I'll always press


When just bending my leg was extremely difficult.
And I felt disappointed with myself.


This hideous leg brace that got everyone staring at me


Yes, I had an ACL Reconstruction Operation on 29 Dec 2008.
And at that point of time I was wondering if I had regret going for the operation.
I remember how i used to curse and swear one how I could not bend my leg or walk without crutches. I cursed and sweared on how the world was having so much fun than me while I was at home, just staring at computer screen.

But my bleak days were being lightened up by my wondeful friends who took the trouble to visit me while I was hospitalised.


Picture taken from computer screen on the post 31 Dec 2008.
I then realised I forgot to include 2 special names, AMIRAH and SHIKIN.


I'm really sorry I forgot to include your names. Maybe I was in a rush typing. But I still wonder how can I forget to include your names!

Correction:
29 Dec 08
4.30pm: Syima and Fitri came.
5.30pm: Khairin, Suhaimi, Izzat, Guo Yan, Yi Ling, Hui Peng, Stephanie, Fong Ee, Irfan, Azri and Zul came. (They brought me chocolates!)
6.00pm: Amirah and Shikin who took the trouble to come after a long day at their workplace, and brought sweet grapes for me.

So, Thank you my friends;

Syima, Fitri, Khairin, Suhaimi, Izzat, Guo Yan, Yi Ling, Hui Peng, Stephanie, Fong Ee, Irfan, Azri, Zul, Amirah, Shikin, Syafiqah N, Natasha, Huda, Sabiruna, Farisa, Amir, Khairul.

And since I made a huge mistake for forgetting to include two extremely greatest friend whom had been by my side for this special year, 2009, I would like to thank Nur Amirah and Siti Norashikin for always keeping my head held up high throughout this year, 2009.

Shikin and Amirah
And we will be running for charity on 31 Jan 2010

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Escape @ Pasir Ris

Cos I believe that;

"Whatever happens, happens for a reason"


It just make sense.

Then i decided, maybe isolating myself and feeling terrible about how life can be so challenging, wasn't that good at all. The feeling sucks. And the feeling of people feeling sorry for you even sucks more. And the more people look at you at how you are feeling upset, makes them even more upset. Am I right? Something like domino effect.

Ok forget it if you don't understand...

Council chalet on 21 & 22 Dec was a THRILLING.
Although many didn't turn up, had fun with Serene, Xiu Xian, Nitish and Jian Sheng at Escape Themepark.
What an epic moment of our lives.
Screamed and let our worries out. And life just seems to be high.



Roller coaster, Viking ship, Go-Kart, Coke @ Burger King, Viking ship,
Hunted House, Lunch at KFC, shopped, BBQ, Back to Escape, Roller coaster X2,
Viking Ship and SUPERMAN!

Love disturbing Jian Sheng, love disturbing Serene!
HAHA! Xiu Xian shall be my disturbing partner. Disturbing with him is FUN!

Xiu Xian: Eh, the rides at night is like much more faster right?
Serene, Nitish, Me: YAH!!
Xiu Xian: And, at night all the guys working at Escape good looking huh..
Serene and Me: HAHA YAH!
Xiu Xian: Next time go Escape, go at night.

HAHAHA!


Escape ThemePark is a great getaway

Lesson learnt: Never take viking after drinking Coke!

You came saving me from my sorrowness like a shining knight.
You caused my problems to fade away.
And you made my heart beat faster.
Who are you stranger?
Some kind of angel?
And then again; Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
Aiyah... I just think too much.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Perk me up please

And then I decided not to emo.
Cos it's not worth it.
But trying hard to perk myself up though.
Sighh.

Meeting for Orientation was hahaha!
It was my first time seeing the steering com about to explode when you-know-who came.
Especially Yi Qi. Poor girl. HAHA!
Starting to like orientation! The logo is not that bad either! Woo~
And then create IJ cheer with Jaysree. Can go high trying to make one!






Love Yi Qi's smile :D

Jaysree; the triligual (Eng, Malay, Tamil)
Or was it more?



I wanna go out...
Watch movie or something.
And just forget about it.
Then I realised my days are packed.
Plus Student Council's chalet coming up. Must be fun.
Looking forward to it~

I just love this video of this small kid who played I'm yours. It was posted sometime ago, but I just find it amazing and cute!





Isn't he just adorable?


Not feeling like myself lately.
Just wonder why, why does it have to be this way?
Why is it always you?
I've tried my best, and every way just to please you.
But in the end, I'm just hurting my ownself.
Please..
just give a thought for me will be much appreciated.

When I thought the thought of it vanished a month ago,
it came back again.
Appearing in my dreams.
Making it harder to forget.
Pfft. What is it actually?

Only god knows why...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Chapter Estrellas

Been going back to school for Orientation 2010 Meeting.
Funny people like Glenn makes things very interesting to talk about.
The activities are all so interesting, I feel like participating instead. WOO!

Well, I just miss my Orientation Days.
When I went high with Mashyita. And have caring and outgoing OGLs.
Plus, fun group mates.
Let's backtrack to the first time i step into the college.
(Come to think of it, 1 year is really fast)




And the reason why I stayed on


Oh yeah, plus that leg brace that got many asking.
Maybe shall blog about the experience of it next time.
Should never say it was easy to get back on track. It was a long, rough ride.
Thanks to the guidance received from my therapists.


It's currently 2.45am on 16 Dec. I'm still doing the assigned part for Orientation. Thanks to my bro's laptop which was corrupted yesterday.
I guess this is just like Project Work.

Haha!


When I thought I've moved on
and you no longer linger in my mind,
but you came back stalking me in each of my every dream.

And I just don't understand why...

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Sentosa lah!

I'm tired.
My face is red. My lips are swollen.
My knee is pain.

But, I HAD FUN!!!
Woohoo!!!

Ok, I'm pretty lazy to go into detail. So here it goes...
So met up at Harbour Front MRT station. Headed to Siloso beach and settled down. Before any activities started, most of the guys already jumped into the waters. HAHA! Pulled them out and played soccer! Hahaha so fun!!! Plus the sand was extremely hot, everyone was jumping on their feet. Later covered Ah Huat with sand and my classmates got horny and sculptured weird features on it.


With our Master Piece

Soaked ourselves in the waters. Played this "Tookey Tookey" game. Haha! Can't stop laughing at Michelle's and Nas' forfeit. Soaked in the water again. Then played Captain's Ball! I slide on the sand twice! Ouch! HAHA! But feels like snow, only it's hot. My team just seems to have good players; Harb, Nas, Jin Hui, Chao Jie, Kevan, Cheryl and Me.

Oh, hmmm, the other team did not do their forfeit!!! Tsk! HAHA XP
Soaked in the water and played Truth Or Dare while watching the sun set. Hmm, embarassing and awkward feelings. HAHA! Washed up and head back to Vivo. Took photos with Christmas Tree. Ate dinner and back home.



Christmas is coming.
Can I have White Maltesers Chocolate please?

Hahaha, I did had fun. Thanks to this wonderful bunch of people who made a day of my holidays, memorable. They are:

Michelle, Cheryl, Xue Qin, Xin Ling, Jin Hui, Danial, Chao Jie, Nasiruddin, Sufyan, Harbinder, Kevan, Guo Xi, Shi Hong and Kelvin Lam Ah Huat.

Don't we just look like kampong kids?

Rolling down the slope of sand and into the waters was actually FUN!
Can I do it again?

CONVERSATIONS!


A: Eh why all the sudden the water so hot ah?

Michelle: She's my nerd.
Fatin: And she's my ugly one.
Ah Huat: And together, you both are FUGLY.

Fatin: Eh.. alamak.. hot lahh.. hot lahh...
Cheryl: Sorry lah. The hottie is here.
Fatin: Wahlau wayy!!!

Xue Qin: Eh.. the water is cold.
Fatin: Come, let me make the water hot for you.
*Tries to pee*

Man: Nah nah, come take this food. *A gentleman brings packets of food *
Xue Qin and Fatin:
*Blur*
Xue Qin: Uhh.. sorry we didn't order any food.
Man: Nooo.. I'm Xin Ling's father. I buy for all of you this food. Nah,
take take.
Xue Qin: OHHHHH!! HAHAHA! Sorry sorry!

Then, I postponed my
dental appointment just to spend more time with my beloved classmates.
Fatin: So when is the next appointment date?
Receptionist: 9 Dec, 11.45.
Fatin: 9 Dec, 11.45 . 9 Dec, 11.45.*Turns to Nas to ask him to take note*
9 Dec, 11.45.
Receptionist: Yes.
Fatin: Uhhh.. AM or PM?
Receptionist: ...... am.
Fatin: Oh.. yah.. HAHA! Ok, thank you.
*Put down phone*
.
Fatin: *Announce to group of people* 9 Dec, 11.45.
Nas: And this girl
still can ask, "AM or PM?" OBVIOUSLY AM LAH! You think they want to open at
night is it?
Fatin: Eh.. who knows...

My Mum made egg sandwich for
my friends and she arranged it nicely in the tray and Michelle seems to like the
food! Haha!
Michelle: Eh, I think your Mum really loves you alot eh.
Fatin: Yah, I think my Mum loves me alot.

Harb: Oh shit! 8 o'clock already!
Fatin: Why? You have to rush home?
Harb: No.. Damn I missed Phua Chu Kang...
Fatin: =.=


Well, why I like to post conversations... well cos it's usually funny and it's harder to describe in narrative words.

And thanks ah you all!
Haiz, I really need to grow man. GROW! Does the milk powder GROW still works on me?

>>Photos courtesy from Danial Atan
(I tried uploading photos, but it all failed. Pfft!!!)