Singapore Maths Olympiad?What do you expect i could answer all the question?Frankly speaking,i could only answer about 3 to 5 questions?And there is 35 questions.The moment i looked at the first question which is " Find the last two digits of 1x2x3x4x5x6x7......x2005x2006 " Trust me,if you were my shoes,diffinately you give up.Yea,i sorta gave up.I decided to carry on doing and the rest of the answer i put " 2006 " .That's what the professor told us to.That was today.Yesterday's SMO training was boring.I didn't know what the professor was blabbing about.I didn't have time to copy all the answers he went through.He didn't even care whether the class is noisy or not.And the funny thing is,he arrange his markers weirdly.Anyway,i had fun.Learning something new was okay.Just that i'm too stressed up.Thanks Mrs Kho for recommanding me to SMO to take the exams.Kinda feel weird cause its only Izzat and I are the ones who attend the last training.We are the walk-in-participants.Yesterday went to Suntec and Marina Square to get the Asics shoe with bro.I went into the Royal Sporting House Mall and i just felt like a tourist.Its damn huge inside and more varieties.After deciding for 1hr which colour i wanted,and then the person said "Sorry.No more size." So decided to choose other colours.The last decision i made was either pale blue+pale purple or bright orange.Took the orange which cost $189 and after discount is $160.Went home and mum don't like the colour.So deciding to change to blue now.Boring..I would either watch the tv,stare at the computer screen or sleep.Can't find time to run.Not that i'm really very busy with homeworks.But busy thinking if its good to run.In the end i would either sleep on watch tv.Sometime,i just don't feel i have the confident to run.Bro kept telling me "You call yourself a runner?If you are,you would be running now and your 2.4km would be 10mins and below." I even had to go www.runnersworld.com to see how i can gain my stamina.I know it's kinda stupid but,i really don't have the trust in myself.My mind kept telling me that i can't do it.I'm taking smaller steps when i run and i struggle for air to run.Its not my leg causing the problems,or maybe it is my operated knee.But its not causing much problem that i should bother about.The problem is my LUNGS.Anyway,i'll try my best.I'm getting a headache.Too stress after the SMO Exam today.~Off now
Things are getting better and better.Sorry i didn't have the bloody mood on Fri.Okay,Fri we had a class party at the Foyer.Invited Mdm Fauziah but she didn't turn up i guess.The group of boys played soccer in the foyer when they invited Mdm Punitham to play.She kicked the ball and everyone went cheering.Haha!Class Cleaning,everyone was working.You don't even see anyone slacking!After school,had to usher the parents.Mdm Fauziah treat us pizza for dinner.Shawn started with Arwana Fish and i went like Cat Fish and all our nonsense starts.At 8.30pm,all of us went to sit at the corridor and greet all the parents.While waiting for each parent to come,Fawwaz and his friend told us ghost story.Freaked me out mann.Saturday had parents meeting.Went in the class and Elaine gave the photocopied results and she said something that made me cried!I can't believe what i saw on the paper!And at that very moment all i want to do is call my bro.Thanks god.Thanks =)Mdm Punitham told me to set a study group with the class and teach them.It would be fine with me,but i'll need Izzat with me to help too.Yes,Izzat had 2nd in class.Amazed by his performance.His level position is so much distance from mine.He had 44 for level position.Mrs Oh wrote a message under my remarks " Keep up the good work! " Woo! I'm one step closer to AMaths Class!! All i need to excel in is EOY and i must and must get top 40 to get to AMaths! I need someone to help in my Eng,Malay and Lit.I just need help in there.God bless you for helping.Bro is going to reward me with Mp3 and Mum is going to reward me with Asics shoe! Whooosh!For EOY,bro is expecting me to get top 15 in level.Insyallah.I'll go for it!Eng - B4Malay - C6Maths - A1Sci - A1Hist - A2Lit - C6Homec - B3Project - B3Art - B3Total : 545.5/800Percentage : 68.2Class Position : 1/38Level Position : 23/226Results : PassedAttendance : 90/93Conduct : EXCELLENTRemarks : Fatin appreciates and respects people from different races and religions. She is a caring person as she is always willing to lend a helping hand to others. She is an active, responsible and diligent worker.Msg frm Mrs Oh : Keep up the good work !So if i can,everyone can!Happy Holidays everyone!! ~Off now
Post an entry today but delete and decided to compose a new one.Thanks friends for hurting me.Read Sabri's blog,helped him and realised,that i need to go on.Consulted him and i felt better myself.I'm sick of all this.Frankly,its stabbing me,but to cure the wound,need time.In the meantime,i'll go on.Holidays are here,so i'll spend time with my Buddies - FatiNataSyafiqaHuda and my cuzzies FiZi (Fatin Iffa Zuhayr Izzat )Life have ups and downs.Nothing and i mean NOTHING can be perfect.I'll stick to the fact.I'll move on.I don't care if i lose or drop pennies.I rather go for my future.Scar is beginning to hurt.Is the nerves beginning to join back?I'll be happy if it is.I really can't feel the operated region.I'll take what it takes even if my scar hurts,to get my bro expectation of 2.4km.Go for it.I'm tired..~Off now
It's getting messy again.I'll tell the good things first.We are going to have a Party for our class during recess tomorrow.Watched I not stupid too and teared continuesly.It's so sad and funny.Especially Jerry who thought he made the girl pregnant and fed her pineapples.Hahahaha!After school went to watch Movie with my cuzzies.Watched X-Men the last stand.Yea,teared some parts.Bad things.I forgotten to give Mdm Punitham the consent form of the whole class.Damn!I'm so gonna be roasted tomorrow.Irnawaty asked whether i want to replace her for the ushering.And i agreed.What was in my mind?Argh..nevermind,at least i can enjoy the speech.Whats with Suhaimi? Frankly,he is weird.Too weird to describe.His attitude seriously change from those who can except any consultation to those who is isolated.Anyway,he rejected my consultation and so be it.In the end,I'm not being the one hurt.Seriously.Life has to go on.I keeping that way.I don't want to regret what i have done.Dwelling on a particular matter.I stopped to help your broken car.You act as though i'm a mutant.I reconfirm if you need help,you shouted.I left.You ran to my car,said you were sorry.I know i'm bad in english,but it actually meant,I forgive you.You make it worse.Yes,its all my fault.I admit.I drove off.Frankly,you are my so called close friend.I remain calm.You should have asked Nisha how i reacted to her when we argued.Its total difference.By the way,to let you know,I forgive you and I'm sorry if my Eng misunderstood you.Life has to go on.You can catch up on me anytime,but in the meantime,i'll keep you isolated.That's a big matter.Yea today cried too much.I wonder why tears keep flowing off my eyes.But i had fun today and the movies even it had cause a scratch at my neck by Iffa.Haha!Migrane is coming back..~Off now
I'm blogging because i'm bored.You don't wanna know how dead bored i am.Just stare at the Comp screen waiting for the clock to strike 8.30pm.Hahaha crap.Today I was so tired and sleepy till i barely open my eyes.Even talking to Chloe seems to be so difficult.Haha!The day went better and better and my eyes opened wider and wider.Watched 50FirstDate or something like that.The story is about someone who had short term memory lost.It really reminds me of the incident happened during p5.Watched from 10.05pm till 12.35pm.English did some touch up to the board and caused myself a runny nose.Now this is irritating.Some one came in the class and said that Mr Silva wants to see me after school.Mdm Fauziah then asked why i am chosen in such Champs Camp (that Mr Silva wants to see me for).She scan down the list of people and she said that this Camp is meant for those people who ******* .And said that maybe i'm selected to be the leader.There is only Natiara and me who are councilors.Went for the meeting.Mr Silva took attendance taking.EVERYONE was all male except me and Natiara.Then when he called Natiara's name he was shocked.Hahaha!Yea and our name was CANCELLED!! For no reason,i don't know why my name is there.But thank god.What is the Champs Camp anyway?I think I'm starting to blog everyday?Mann,how bored could i be?My legs are like jelly.Haha.Couldn't walk properly.My leg muscles arent trained enough.That is why it hurts.My stamina is dropping but Xiao Yan and Sharon said my stamina was good.Cow dung.Going to Tampines Mall with Izzat tomorrow to buy Mrs Kho's gift.Izzat really improved that much for maths.Dynamic Dude!Exams finished and i'm still stress!Going Escape with Mdm Fauziah and the whole class this June Holiday!Yay!! Actually i wanted to vote for roller blading,cause,frankly speaking,i'm afraid to take the roller coaster.Hehe!Sshhhh!Okay,had fun today.Laughed too much today.Especially the after recess incident.Syafiqah even cried out of laughter.I had major stiches on my stomach.That's all.~Off now
Today was absolutely great!Started off with PE which we ran outside the school,under the blocks.Yes,i ran i felt better.Timing for two rounds about 8 mins.Kinda sastified cause i came with Junior and Alvin.Yea,i was the 3rd one.Mr Alsagoff asked why i didn't run for CrossCountry and told me to bring a pair of running shoes for PE.Yes,my black shoe isn't suitable for running.Hist watched the NE Videos.Maths Mrs Kho gave chocolate to top 4 students.Thank You Mrs Kho.Izzat and I decided to buy Mrs Kho a present even if its not Teachers' Day yet.Sci sign alot of stuff.My grades are wonderful and i didn't fail any subjects.Junyuan Superstar was superb!At first,i couldn't decide who to vote because all of them are fairly good!And on top of that,Syahirah from 4E1 sang so nice till i was about to melt.She is the best of the others.Peggy was good too.For the boys,yea Iqbal is good.Naufal isn't that bad either.So its kinda obvious who i voted for right?Today is really a wonderful day.Filled with laughters with my buds.Talked craps.Hahahaha!And especially Natasha who have a lump on her forehead and she is worried.She kept touching it and i told her that the more she touch,the more the lump would become like the Lohan's head.I don't know whether its true,but not gonna blurt it out here.Gosh,i don't want it to happen if its true..~Off now
I regret not running.Well,nevermind.Just hope i can forget everthing and start anew.My dreams are still with me.Today was FUN without the regrets.In the morning Mrs Kho told me to run but i just couldn't decide.Ms Arnita and Mr Lim wished me Good Luck but i'm not running.After cross-country,went to Mac with my buds.Ate McWings meal.Then we saw this woman who doesn't like sorta know or realise what she is wearing?Okay i'll describe.She is fat.Wears are very very short 'SHORTS' until you can see the butt.I mean seriously i was shocked.Everyone looked at her.Instead,i felt embarrassed to see that kind of person.We were all talking about that person while eating mac when suddenly that person appear behind us and laughed like a witch.I almost screamed.She change her slipper to a shoe she brought at Seiyu and left her slipper there with the box.Some naughty boys took the slipper and placed it somewhere.Typical boys.After eating,Sabri,Suhaimi and Fadhly wanted to go home.So Syafiqah,Huda,Natasha and me went window shopping.We went to Toys 'R' Us.Scare Syafiqah with one of the plushie toys.Hahaha!Then went around and Syafiqah took picture of me wearing a sunglass and holding some kind of thing Natasha passed to me.Then went to this shop filled with lots of stuff.I saw some kind of a medal written "Best Teacher".I was thinking to buy it for teachers' day.Went to take Neoprints.Hahahaha!It was the best moment of laughter ever.Lucky Huda know what to press.Then we were all blur cause it was written in Japanese or something like that.We don't even understand!Yea,now we learn out lesson.Next time,we know how to take.Hahaha!Went home cause Natasha have to go home as soon as possible.Slept till 4:30pm cause too tired.Okay,that's all for today.Really had fun!~Off now
Feeling abit restless.Yea,today i really had no mood even when seeing my maths result,i wasn't that happy.Mrs Kho asked why.It isn't because i'm used to it or i'm disappointed bout the results,its actually,I'm sad bout tomorrow.Can't believe this is making me insane.Bro got furious when i told him.But there was no way i can do.I made a promise with my bro,"If i can't run for the cross country,I'm gonna make you proud by beating the expectation of yours for 2.4km."Anyway i just hope this sad stuff can get out of my mind.I'm really sick thinking about it.Thanks Ms Arnita and Mrs Kho for congratulating me,but Kiat Wee has full marks and score way better than me.Congrats to Izzat who made a tie with my marks.So if he can,everyone can.And if Kiat Wee can,i can.Oh well,I just hope EOY i can get 95 over for maths cause that is what i am aiming for.Mid YearEng - B4 64/100Maths - A1 94/100Sci - A1 79.5/100MT - D7 46/100Lit - C5 56/100Hist - B3 69/100Homec - A1I just need my Ca1 marks to help my MT and Hist so i can remain my 4 As and pass all my subs.Mrs Kho-thanks for helping me in my maths and encouraging my when I'm weak.Ms Arnita-Thanks for starting the root for my Secondary Math.Today was fun with my buds.Had a good laughter and i almost forgotten about tomorrow's event.One of the good things to have them with me is,they often make me forget what i shouldn't be thinking about.Anyway,went home and aunt brought me a New Balance track shoe.I told her i'm not running and she said,"It's okay.Just wear it tomorrow incase you have to walk alot and in the future you can use that."Wow,thanks aunty!But,i rather like that Nike and Asic shoe.And since i'm not running,i think using that New Balance is fine.I kinda feel much better than yesterday with my buds with me.I really hope they are going for the medal.Okay,all e best fellows.~Off now
Mann...How could this happen to me?Okay let start with the bad news first.I CAN'T RUN FOR CROSS COUNTRY !! Why?I have to do duty for the council.Help to give the No. Cards to the 'C' Div boys.Just dont run over me.I was happy today for the results and practically cheering my friends up because of their previous results.But,something just brought my day down and i broke into tears.I know,i should be crying for the results,but the Cross country mean alot to me.Meet Mr Tang and told him.He insisted to get for a replacement for me.I went around asking but no one wants.And that's when i give up and have no mood to talk,laugh or even do anything.Even playing the game in the SC Rm made me worse.So much of training,so much of hoping,so much of winning,so much for the dreams and so much of the shoe to run for cross country.I give up.Leave me alone everyone.I don't wish to talk to anyone for this few days.All i can think of,me getting at least a medal to show to my bro how much effort he had pushed me.But wouldn't happen.Mid YearPostpone tomorrow.I really don't have the mood right now.Leave me alone.Please...I don't want to talk to anyone.And if I shout at anyone for these few days,please tolerate with it for awhile.I'm in a damn serious no mood.My feelings are taking control of me.It hurts really bad.I hate this.How could this happen to meMade my mistakesGot nowhere to RUN...~Off now
I'm bored.Got nothing better to do!I would either ,play Sims2,go on MSN and stare at the computer screen,go on friendster or go on iconnexion to see any messages from lil-Brian.I just wonder,what would happen during the June holidays?Yes,i've also thought of it,go sleepover at Iffa's house and watch movies with my cousins.I've not been running lately,due to rain and i just dont have the courage.Everytime i step of the house,"I can't do it" and i went back in and start playing Sims2.I'm practically praying hard that i could get like top 3 for class position so that Bro could get me a Mp3? If i get top 5,he would give me $20.I mean,i can save it.Like in one of the advertisement at Suria "Lama-lama jadi bukit" translation 'If you save in a long run,it would become a mountain.' something like that i guess.You know,i'm never good in Malay.My courage are tearing apart.And sometime,i just feel like I'm a leftout nobody.No one to consult with,just my 'just washed stuff cat' that was left in the wardrobe for 1 year?Yea,now i know how the cat feels even it doesnt have feelings.It was given by my best bud when i was P5.Oh well,i want to start blogging bout what happen on the particular day and stop blogging bout my feelings.Some reasons.I'm bored.The worse thing i can do is,sleep.~Off now
Yea,i think i'm too emotional.Oh well,lets talk about my running.My stamina is back to 0.Has my leg caused my stamina to drop?Or the Dec holidays,i've been resting for like 2 months that made my stamina drop.I mean the latest timing i had for 2.4km was 14 mins plus going to 15mins! And last year's was 12mins!Sometime i just think i can't make it for the Cross Country.I want that Oasics shoe.But,i think i'll go for the Nike for the time being.This holiday i'm gonna play Sims2 and train my stamina.I'm not giving up to the fact what i am now,with my leg and weak lungs.I can do it,and i'll go for it!~Off now
Yo! Wassup!I'm back from the Exams!Yea,Exams have officially ended for this term.Holiday is coming soon.School would resume next Thurs.I think i better train my running.Anyone knows when is Cross Country??I gave Junior a packet of sweet to show how sorry i am.I just want to tell that i really sorry for what i did.He didn't look happy,instead,he gave away the sweets to the others.He didn't even gave a look at me or utter a word.Only Elaine understands how i feel.She told me not to be sad.Chloe said "Fatin,don't take it to heart".Yea,i know,i wish i didn't.Sometimes i kept thinking about it over and over again.I think it's no use giving a box of chocolate or a packet to sweet to him like what Mdm Fauziah had said during one of the SC Air time.It's over,i've done my very best to show how sorry i am.Go on be angry with me,but deep inside my heart,i wish that incident didn't happen.I'm sorry.Okay,I'm under stress right now.Happy Holiday People.~Off now
Wassup!Sorry for not updating lately due to Revision of Examinations.So,the election was obviously long.I waited so long to get the suspens of who is the leader for EastCoast which is my area.So its PAP.Hmmm,frankly,I'm not sure who i would vote if i have the oppurtunity.Okay,Exams are officially this tomorrow.All the best everyone !!!I'm sadden by inhuman people.I'm a leftout freak.I'm a nobody.Oh well,that junk bout negative thoughts of me,would resume after my exams.Haha!Okay,All the best fellows!~Off now