That cold feeling

He said:

You know Fatin, that should be your goal then. If you give up on your dream
so easily, that is not what we call a goal. A goal is something you know it's
hard to achieve, but you will work hard towards it to get what it means. That's
the whole point of life.

And i was already at the verge of breaking down.
It made sense.

Things hadn't been good for the past few weeks.
And I wonder why.
Strength were thrust upon me by my close friends. (Thank you )

But sometimes, when we are not able to uphold it, it just crumbles down.

Bottomline is,
I've tried my best in getting the best out of this mess
in which there isn't any definite cause.
Although it hurts to see such distant,
I hope it's for the best.
Cos' I've surrendered to the Almighty to lead me through this
unprecedented phase.

It hurts so much,
I need to move on.
Thanks for everything.

I hate that cold shoulder