Hakuna Matata
- It means no worries, for the rest of your days.It's a problem free, philosophy.

Whoosh, I'm going bonkers by the second.

Today had appointment with Dr Arjandas Mahadev at Kandang Kerbau Hospital. I officially announce that I am DISCHARGED !!! WOO ~~~ Let's celebrate.

Discharged as in, officially out of the list and no more appoinments.In other words, the case is close. Hehehe. The tumor didn't grow again. But, yea some pains.It hurts when the Dr. pressed my wound. I don't have to worry no more. Just gotta pray to god for strength.

Don't know why these days feel so happy.

I'm craving for that mann... ~Off now

What's up homies !

Arghh, watched too much of She's the man.

Today went out with....

IFFA HASHIM !!!

Oh boy we had lotsa fun !! And i felt like my inner me was revealled and i felt so relieved. We had lots of laughters too. Especially the cute moments Iffa talked about. Oh god. I almost choked !

Yea went out to watch " Step Up " . Thumbs-up for it. I'm sure Iffa really had enjoyed it.She is into Arts. Eventhough i'm not, i was really into it. Especially the Channing Tatum. Hahaha.

Then thought of doing the pop-corn thingy we did last time. But i don't know why,
I've been eating lesser than Iffa.
I've been eating slower than Iffa.
I've been drinking lesser than Iffa.

Is it me, or is it just that Iffa is growing FAT ?!? Hahaha oops. No offence, but god damn, she is so thin that she is meatless.Hahaha.

Went to ehem, Pretty-in-Tokyo. Haha.We really don't know what to do.But i love all the pics we took.Time to edit and i put 201106 as the date. Silly Me..

Oh yea, went to Royal Sporting House and saw the item i've been hankering for. Reebok brand and cost $60 plus. Iffa says it looks good on me.Hehehe. But i want Adidas or Nike. Oh well, anything would do actually. Will consider it.

Btw, I really had lotsa fun with her.Can't believe her mum allowed her to go out.
I love IFFA HASHIM ! Can't wait to sleepover her house.
Anyway, a little secret
Iffa Hashim hasn't taken the bus and mrt of quite a long time. She kinda look " jakun " . Hehehe =)

Tomorrow is my KKH Appointment.If you are wondering, it's my leg appointment.Kinda worried.Hope that my tumor won't grow again.

Did you know you used to be my hero?

Tired...~Off now

I hate myself...

I miss the Peer Support Camp.

I'm tired and sick. Have a migrane.Goshh...
Don't feel like blogging.

I feel like a serious pathetic person in the council.
Hahaha.

TODAY, had SC Planning Seminar.

My head was spinning.Really.Felt like going home.But with Khai,Syahrin, they really cracked me up.Wahahahaha.

The SC new blazer was fabulous and the SC formal-tee was great too =)

Mr Jae gave a meaningful talk plus a song for the background.Oh god, the song really brought my heart to it mann.Without the song, it would be just any other ordinary talk and appreaciation. Thanks Mr Jae.

Well, had to write a so called appreaciation note to other councillors. My head went blank. But whatever it is, i love all the councillors.

Yea, kinda upset.I wonder if i have a sporting and wonderful classmates like 2e4. But i'm sure with, Khairin, Shikin, Suhaimi and Izzat, the class would be lively.

I hate you mann... seriously. I want the old you back.

Today, I felt rather pathetic too. Didn't wanna speak up that much. Scared i'm "paiseh-ed" .
Frankly speaking, that's what i'm suffering in the council. Afraid of being paiseh-ed.
I'm such an idiot... ~Off now

Arghh...
Oh mann..
Today is not my day.

Had sports carnival.Played soccer.
Jyss VS KC = 3 : 3
Jyss VS Macpherson = 0 : 8

Yes,Macpherson is damn rough till i did a somersault.I mean, they tripped me and i felt, and that's how the somersault came. Well,i was pissed off with the refree till i showed a mid-finger to the opponent.It's not their fault.I couldn't control myself.I felt bad and,i seriously regret.
Oh god, please forgive me...

Against KC was funny.Met Zakiah.Primary school friend.
Her friends said this to me,
Friend 1 : Eh you cute ah
Fatin : Speechless
Friend 2 : Eh you look familiar.Do you have a sister or what by the name....
Fatin : Uhh...no

Went off at 12pm.Reach school at 12:30pm.Ate lunch.Everyone was staring at me till i couldn't really eat. I love Shumei mann.She is so cute !! Hahahaha! And so does Chee Hui, Larlene, Steph etc.

Hanis : Fatin what class you go?
Fatin : Huh? Am i suppose to know it now? Results come out??
Hanis : Yeah !!!

It made me hyper and also, worried.
Heard Suhaimi also go 3e3.Was happier. At least have a guy best bud in same class. Couldn't show my happiness cause Natiara was upset.

Well, sighh... my bestbuds are seperated to different classes.
Proud of Huda.She went to the class of her choice.

You really made me upset of your behaviour.I got no words to say to you anymore...

I feel like an idiot today.
During the sports carnival.
During the Sec1 Camp Meeting.
And also, at home.

I'm useless...~Off now

Supp.....

Well, let bygons be bygons.
I have no idea what you're up to, but whatever it is,god will bless you with your sins or good deeds.
And Suhaimi,you did the right thing dude.Cheerios =)

I'm freaking dead tired.Went gym with the usual peeps, Su, Fadh, Zat and Kal.After all, I'm stronger than Suhaimi and i'm shorter than him.

After that,went school.Meet Larlene,Chew Hui etc.Yea,my group members for the Sec1 Camp thingy.They greeted me "Good Afternoon Mrs Mohan" Hahahaha.They are such funny basketballers.Took the papers and delivered it to Huda-O !!

Yesterday,Stepharina and Shumei kept tickling me.FIY, Shumei might look inoncent from the outside,but deep inside... you know what i mean.Hahaha.

Oh yea, yesterday was the best day i ever had during the holidays.
Bullied by Ronney and Se Jie.
Tickled by Stepharina and Shumei.
Chatted with Khairin
Laugh and joke with Larlene, Chew Hui.
And i learnt how to make paper-plane by Chew Hui.

Hahahaha !! Cool day huh?

By the way, anyone wanna watch Step Up at Vivocity??

Sighhh...

They don't understand, bout shit that i've been through.

Only God knows why...
only god...

If anyone out there is able to understand me,i worship you.But it turns out that, only god does.
Don't bother anymore...
I give up..

Yesterday went granny house and her neigbour said i look like chinese.That's the 2nd time i've been told by outsiders.Well,it somehow worries me.

Was suppose to go gym with bro today, Su and Zat not free.But then i couldn't get myself out of bed.Felt so heavy and sick.I need to recover quickly for the street soccer tournament.

It's as good as not telling... ~Off now

Argghh...
Don't feel that well.
Had the Ethnology thingy.It went okay.
Sorry Jingyun,i really can't present.I felt like i was gonna faint yesterday.Urghh,can even taste blood when i cough.

Today,kept coughing during the presentation.Wonder if my coughing would be recorded.Well,i actually tried not to cough during the presentation.Went back home and it got worst.Can't even taste the food.

After that,Suhaimi invited me to play soccer with Raizen,Kiat Wee etc.Didn't feel like playing.And it's like playing under a scorching sun at noon!

Played MB alone.Kinda boring without Su and Sab. Afterall,it kills time.

Welcome back Izzat Hashim.So when is our next soccer training, Coach Izzat?
Hahaha.

Feel so lethargic mann... ~Off now

Supp...

Trying to kill time?
Woohoo Yea!

Kinda bored these days.Things didn't go up to plan.Well that's for the IPW.I might be screwed up soon.Hehe =)

Sunday,went gym with Sabri.And the 2 different counter people mistook me as a boy in 2 straight days.

SATURDAY
Counter P.1: Why you tick female?Male ah.
Fatin:Umm...i'm a girl
Counter P.1: Oh sorry.You look like a boy.
Izzat: She ah,boy disguised in a girl's body
Fatin: Asshole...

SUNDAY
Counter P.2: Male lah...
Fatin: I girl ah
Counter P.2: Sorry sorry...
Sabri: Uhhh what am i suppose to do?? **Ticking his gender under female**
Fatin: Dude...you are male mann !!

Ok,that's how silly Sab was.

These days been chatting and crapping with none other than Bloodsugar aka Suhaimi aka Idiot.Wahahaha.Played MB.This Fri, soccer with Zat,Kal and Fad, idiot?

Hahaha okay.Sorry.My bad...
My flu is getting better.I felt so pathetically worse on Sunday.
Don't be panic people.I'm okay =)

Hahahahaha.Gotten the crap disease from my Crap brothers...~Off now

I'm bored..seriously.

Boredom engulfs me...
ARGHH !!!

Well,went Gym again today.Izzat, Haikal, Suhaimi, Fadhly and me.Suppose to meet at 8.30am.
AHEM, who wanted so early ?!? I was on time. Haikal came after that. Izzat came.Fadhly came at 8.50am.So waited for Suhaimi.Asked Fadhly to call him

Fatin: So?How?
Fadhly: His Sister say he is still sleeping.
Izzat: Alamak he, he the one "eh play soccer ah.." Then he never appear.
Haikal: Haha.

Went off to the gym.Izzat kept disturbing Fadhly.I was running ,and Fadhly was beside me.Then Izzat disturbed him till i could run anymore.Yea..

Thanks Peisze for your testimonial which said "Take care.Do not over excercise" . Come to think bout it,i kinda felt like i was about to faint at the gym.

Suhaimi FINALLY came.He couldn't go gym cause he wore sandals.After the gym,went to play soccer with 3 20+ year old boys, 2 Jy sec3 boys and us. 5 on 5.

My team : Nicholas, Luq, Izzat, 1 sec3 boy and me.
Opponent team : Suhaimi, Haikal, Fadhly,the other sec3 boy and 1 20+ boy.

My team is so pro mann!! Except for me.Haha.I'm the goalie.

Went off at 11am.Ate Mac with Su and Fadhly.Talked all craps.

Suppose to go out with Granny but plans change.Met Su at Eastpoint.The class video he made was fantastic.Will put up sometime.

Tomorrow going gym with bro.
I need to train myself and get ready for next year.

I'm seriously bored...~Off now

I believe i'm okay now.
Yes,i was upset + disappointed + angry on Monday.

Well, went back home and cried. Later that night, Irfan and Izzat asked why i sad.
If you think it concerns you so much, why not try asking me days after that.Like what she did.I manage to blurt out everything.We are okay now =)

My answer to them was "Cause i'm not happy".
But thanks for your concern.

On Tuesday,had my braces on.Chose black and red.Emo colour.Hahaha.Yea,it hurts.

Wednesday,suppose to practice soccer at Zat's house.But it rained..
Then put my personal message at msn as "Gym anyone?". Then Izzat wanted to go gym with me on Thursday,which is today.

Suppose to be Izzat,Irfan,Elaine and me.But then Irfan and Elaine cannot make it.So it's just me and Izzat at first.Met him at 9am.Then tried some machines.Hahaha.Cool.He dared me to carry the weights.I barely lift them.Later at 10am,his friend,Haikal from TKSS, came.They carried the big weight.
Power !

10.30am went off.Izzat invited me to watch Grudge2 with Irfan,but i'm broke!Hehe.Yea,so they went off.

Later,might be going to Zat's house for soccer.I hope he can make it today.
I feel glad that i went to gym.What Izzat said was kinda true.I guess this year, i cock up my 2.4km because of the operation and needed time to heal.

I must conquer my fear in order to strive... ~Off now