Who are you?
You are a sadist
You are an insulter
Who are you?
Neither you are a saviour
nor you are a helper
Who are you?
I don't know you
You gave me no clue...

I'm flabbergasted by your attitude, PLUS your extra new you. Everyday, no, maybe every afternoon, Shujun would ask, "What's wrong?" there i go repeating myself EVERY AFTERNOON, what had happened that made me upset. Okay, so people change. But people dont change and totally forget bout their friend whom they knew for quite some time over a person? I've hold my patience FOR FREAKING 6MONTHS, yet now i couldn't handle anymore. It takes one more insult and there i go. Perhaps you havent seen me at full rage. You won't like it either....

My heart soften when I had a good laugh with Elaine, Shujun, Utomo, Sabri and Fakruddin. Plus seeing MrJae blabbling funny plus lame comment while he became the winner for every Torch Award.

Buttercup? COOL !!

I'm officially back from OBS !!!

Cook Watch is cool eventhough we are kinda slow... we are cooperative and understanding. Cook MASAK !!!
Cook consist of Zul, Shujun, Jing Chee, Natasha, WaiYin, Fadzillah, Suhaib, Faris, Ariff, Dzaynie, Choon Kiat, James, Annie, Maizurah, Ivan and me.

Thanks to Zul for helping me a whole lot of time. I believe he is the one who helped the most. Besides that, Choon Kiat was always there to encouraged me for my fears.

Not to forget CYNDI !! My cute chubby instructor. She gives TLC and she runs very cute. Hahahaha. I love her.

Well, i've learnt alot in OBS and i'm willing to share to my juniors who are going.
One major thing i've learnt is, don't take things for granted.
At OBS,
Toilet became like Orchard Road. Where people needs the facilities badly. Even the slightest dirt, perhaps not being able to flush, everyone is willing to urinate rather than digging a hole.
Maggie became like a Mcdonalds' meal. Everyone is digging for the food. Even Isotonic powder became a craving to everyone.
Clean tents became a hotel for everyone. Everyone cleaned their tents carefully in order to sleep.

I'm proud of myself as i made it up the Rock Wall and touch the top even i was about to give up when i was at the middle.
I'm proud of myself that i kayak around Pulau Ubin without capsizing.
I'm proud i went for the jetty jump.
I'm proud of myself that i travelled more than 10km with a heavy bag and burden on my shoulder, up and down a hill to our destination.
I'm proud i made it through OBS.

I've never forgotten what MrJae said, "Be There", "Make their day", "Play" and "Choose your attitude" .
I followed it throughout the camp and i made it, i made it being able to change myself and learnt new things.

Tomorrow I'm off to OBS. YEAH !!!

75% of me is afraid of going. For some reasons, i've went to lots of camps and this is the only camp i'm worried about. Well, 25%, I'm looking forward to it.
I really hope i have fun team members.

Oh well, I'll be back by 24 Aug which is my Mum's birthday.
See ya all =)

It's tough for me and i'm still clinging on.

I detest you. I find you irritating and if you havent realise, you have insulted most of your friends for your "entertainment" . I have always knew that the friendship would somehow end for some stupid reason. And i believe, i don't even aknowledge you as my best bud anymore. You disapoint me.
Enough said.



The PDS team is cool.

I believe i would update every Friday? I'm still thinking to close down the blog. But Nisha have a good point. "But all your sweet memories would be erased"

Big dilemma.

I've tried, i've gave my best, but the only way is to love yourself. If you want to change, you got love yourself first. You are one unique girl whom i think you are capable to change yourself. I believe in you and you have my support and love.

This week is a hectic one. Yes, Mark Cow won again !! Thanks to Iqbal, Zen, Izzat, Irfan, Raihan and the opponent goalie. Hahaha!!!
Righhttt...now i'm nervous.

The PDS team is cool. They are cooperative and have a strong bond with one another.
I'll be muscular by the end of August.