ASM GETTING FATTER!!! (Like Theodore?)

Hahaha! What the hell...
These few days was kinda interesting for me. But I was too tired that i slept several times in class. Sharts, what a bad student i am!

On Wednesday.
Initially, 2 Sec1 students asked for help for their subjects. I agreed. To my surprise, 7 turned up! Woah! I had fun teaching them. Well, they are my Sec1 Orientation class, 1E5.
Amalina, Shazira, Iffah, Izzah, Arani plus some others.
Am I that friendly or should i say a person who someone can seek help to? Cause I have quite a number of juniors who case after me. What should i say.. umm.. they are my fans? Hahahaha!
One of them said "I hope i can be in Fatin's group for Sec1 camp..."
It seriously touched my heart!!!
Awww...

On Thursday.
Had Chemistry Science Practical Assessment!!! Yay!! I love my copper(II) sulphate crystals. They are cute. Wahaha. But Fong Ee's is the best!

TODAY.
All of the sudden, during MT class i felt a strong pain on my head. Couldn't concentrate. Physics, asked for Axe Oil. Asked for panadol. Asked for water. DAMN! So went water cooler to eat the panadol. I couldn't swallow it. Went back to class and KHAIRIN NADZIRAH tricked me onto something! ARGH!!!
Such humiliation.

NCC
What can i say?
THE PART A's ARE WONDERFUL!!!
They shout louder than the rest. Wow! Wow! Wowsers!
And i have a twin who are twins. Azreen said that both of them got the same behavior and attitude like me. Hahaha!
Then, played CLING with my PartB & C. I had to chase the runner. This was what happened:
I was caught.
I chased a lot of cadets.
My face went pale.
My cadets were worried. (Aww...)
Caught the person.
Find a partner.
YES AH!!! I'm safe!

Seriously, I felt so tired after i chased them. These are the possibilities :
- I'm getting fatter like THEODORE.
- My stamina is dropping.
- I'm too tired.
- Dehydrated

After this, i have to tutor my cousins. My friends said "You can easily say no what..." Oh yes it is easier to say. However, i don't feel that good rejecting when someone is in need.

I was touched by this "ASM! You okay or not? Why are you so pale?"
Don't worry, I would get pale when i run. That's how bad i look when i run.

I have the urge to blog about what happened today. It's a long post.
Today is rather a... unique, weird day?

Started off by waking up late. I knew i couldn't get to school on time if i were to take the MRT then Bus, so took the cab. Then what pissed me off was that the taxi driver doesn't know how to get to Tampinese?!? What's worse is i don't know to get there. And he start to complain and say he is on a night shift and i'm his last customer. I kept quiet.
As a taxi driver he suppose to know the routes and all that. I wanna lodge a complain!
Seriously, he is worst than my Mom! He nags alot.

Then at school Mr Ryan Tan called out the section leaders and group leaders for Sec1 Camp. I didn't hear my name. So celebrated as i like being Camp Instructor rather than Group Leader.
Then MT, Syahrin, Julianah and Sabri "FATIN! Why you never come out?!?"
Me : Huh? I'm i'm suppose to be in eh?
Julianah : Ya lah!!
Me : Damn.. I was just about to celebrate.
So practically, 9 people asked me the same question.
Syahrin, Julianah, Sabri, Shikin, Khairin, Amirah, Hafiz, Elaine and Hidayat.
Oh well.. probably Mr Ryan Tan missed out my name. How sad...

PE. Kathleen said "Wahh Fatin Happy ah! PE what.."
Oh yes i was indeed. A new PE teacher name Mr Fati taught us floorball. Haha he is kinda funny and a pro in floorball too. What was funny was the part he called HuiPeng, "Yong Peng". Hahaha!! Plus some horny stuff when Izzat was being the demostrator.
Sam C , Sam W , Ain said "His name is Mr Fati. Same name as you, but just don't have N"
Haha my brother...

AMaths was kinda stress. Not because i don't understand or don't know how to do, but MrAng made things hard for me. He kept the suspense when i asked questions like "When are we getting our Emaths results?" ARGHH!!
Chemistry! I think i'm getting clever =)
Physics was boring. Seriously...

I finally found something worth reaching for.

Who are you now?
Are you still the same, or did you changed somehow?

This week was fun, except today.
Lessons were dry and lots of planning and thinking. Not much of doing.
NCC Training was disappointing. I felt like i wasn't a good ASM either. I hate scolding when i am in a happy mood. Some cadets disappoint me too. Sighhh... Oh well.

Been exhausted eversince school started.
Kept falling asleep in class especially English period since we had to do alot of thinking.
Further more, i'm in big dilemma. A couple of people are asking help to tutor them. I would love to, but this year is my crucial year. Mum said that it doesn't hurt to help. What are your opinions?

Anyway, I'll like to thank those people who made my day. Be it by joking, horny talk, silly act or just being simply you. You guys made my day till today. THANKS.

I need help. Seriously.
And all of the sudden i have the urge to ask for consultation from Ms Krishnan.
Need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.

I wanna go for a run, in the cold breezy night.

Feeling lost inside...

There is so many things to blog about,
but, i just don't know where to start.

So...
the teachers are scaring me. "Olevels are in October!!!"
ARGH!!!
How do i buck up on my Chemistry, English and Malay in just 9mths?
Plus, the Redox Chem test was like Spanish Test. I didn't understand a thing except Name, Class and Date.

On the other hand, went sentosa with Dad, bros and another family on Thurs 10 Jan2008. It has been 10years since i last went Sentosa. Watched Songs Of The Sea. It's beautiful i must say. There is lots of fireworks and waterworks, not to mention laserworks. For those who are interested in fireworks and waterworks, can watch it. It cost $6 per adult.

NCC cadets are improving though.
To be honest, i am proud of them. Hehe =)

It's been a month since Camp Pinnacle. And i'm still thinking bout them. Just don't know how to get rid of it. It's as if they are etched in my heart.

So the Sec1 Orientation was fun!
I love my group. Joel, Aloysius, Amalina, Iffah, Zahin and etc in which i didn't really remember their names. They are sporting group of people and i can see that they would grow up as the best class. Hidayat was a good AGL too.

CCA Fair was a success.
The girls did a great job and they deserve a compliment. Oh yeah.. there was chocolate fondae. Mrs Tan plus some seniors cooked it. Haha! THE SENIORS CAME!!!

Then Syahrin told me i am the group leader for this coming Sec1 Interaction Camp. YAY!!!
Syahrin, Elaine, Hidayat, one more girl, and me!!! Yes ah!! Syahrin, Elaine and Hidayat? SUCH BIG JOKERS mann...
We are the X-Men.

Learnt my lesson. Me and Izzat gave Mdm Fara a SORRY card. I hope she forgive us for our mistake.

CCA Fair down, 4 more events to go.
I'm exhausted. When was the last time i had a perfectly good night?
Can't stop thinking bout the problems crashing down on me.
Chatted with Mr Sin lately, and he gave me some great advice. I will use it and take his compliment as a motivation for me to endure and accept my responsibility.



Receiving some sort of cold shoulder nowadays..

STOP PLAYING WITH MY MIND!

A wave of unbidden utter compunction washed over me, sending tears plummeting from my eyes.

Honestly, i am ashamed for what i have done. I am really sorry Mdm Fara.


Ohh.. what a way to start a day ahead..
Start with such a bad situation. I did had a bad day. Sang the "Bad Day" song, but it didn't help.


School isn't fun anymore.
I'm so tired. Sore throat and sore eyes.

The Sec1 Orientation was great. My group is cool.
NCC cadets are improving.

"Are you Okay?"
I think so... Just need time.

Now the hard part...

I've been thinking, and i should just move on &

let the chips fall where it may.

Get it?

No i don't.

Anyway, been drained by all sorts of things that made me worry.

I wish i had PAINKILLERS for the cramped leg, overloaded brain, twisted arm and aching heart.

The good part is, 2008 is here!!
Which means, a fresh start.
Talking bout 2008, the big exams are scaring me. Mom enrolled me in tuition just for me to get into JuniorCollege. And all of that just cost $500. English and Pure Science. Haha!

Thanks Mom! I love you.

Yes! Lets start a fresh year.

Which means, new mindset, changed person, new students, you name it!
Woo! I can smell the fresh air!

So now i wish everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

**Kebish!