Physiotherapy

It has two eyes. & now needs a smile.
And it's happy 1 month!!!
Well, with my operated leg.
Hehe.

Had therapy just now.
Haha, i felt so happy.
Cycled then did the exercises given.
And total, i took bout 1hr and a half hour.
Overall, it was fun.
I don't know, but I got motivation to do at the Gymnasium there rather than at home.
So I really need to go gym from now onwards.
Need the bike, that pushing leg thing and maybe next week onwards, weights.
It's all in the mind.
The staffs at SGH are very friendly.
Bravo for their service and hospitality.

Followed Aunty to Eastpoint. I really miss Simei.
I love the vibrant colours of the buildings.
And being there makes me feel fresh.
Went NTUC.
Aww, I miss the staffs there. I was a regular costumer last time.
Some asked, some smiled and some never looked so blur before.
Shopped for groceries.
Ate at LJS with her. And I was kinda exhausted after that.


Groceries over $200!

YESTERDAY,
tutored IFFA HASHIM Amaths.
Yeah lah Iffa, i wanted to sleep you know...
Hehe
After tutoring, chatted and crapped.

So, I'm getting the hang of maths again.
Anyway, who would like tutoring in Emaths and Amaths just tell me yeah?
But no guareentee in A1. WAHAHA. I'll try my best yeah.
And maybe Chemistry and Physics.
Hmm, not a bad place to advertise yeah?
Btw, why am I advertising here when the people who reads have finished O Levels.
Tsk. Fatin Fatin...
Nehh, just trying my luck.

To my Thaipolice7 friends,
I'm really sorry I messed things up for you guys.
You guys were there for me when I couldn't make it to Sentosa.
And you guys struggled to find a new location where all of us can go in just 1 day.
I'm really sorry I can't go.
But I'll try to make it for the Feb one.
Enjoy your outing yeahs =)

Woahh this is a long post.

Nasi Ayam, Kasut Babi & Chocolate Basi

YAY!!!
I satisfied my cravings!
Well, ate Popeyes at Changi Airport T1 with Amirah, Shikin and Khairin!
Girls outing. Hehe.



As usual, i was super late. Ah.. I can't walk that fast you know.
So ate Popeyes at T1 and okay lah... Not that super as i expected to be.
Took skytrain and headed to T3.

Went Body Shop and the sale's person shined my nail!
Haha.
Tried on perfumes on my clothes. And later found out there's the paper stick to spray on.
Hahaha!
So sprayed this perfume that smells like chocolatey milo.
But it wasn't really nice.
Then Amirah called it Chocolate Basi.
Yeap, it gives me headache.

Went to the viewing mall and cam-whored.
Maybe people were all looking at how ridiculous we were.
But who cares?
Amirah then told Shikin that her shoe is made out of pig skin.
Haha!

Me: Eh lets take photos of our shoe ah.
Shikin: Don't want ah. Kasut babi (pig shoe)
Everyone: Hahahaha.



We then headed to McCafe and had our Frappe.
Shikin and Amirah had Double chocolate,while Khairin and me had Caramel.
Well, we talked bout stuffs. Hehe.
And also NCC stuffs. Amirah was totally lost.



It was a very fun outing indeed.
Well, i was very very tired after that.
My leg actually. I guess my leg isn't strong enough.

By the way, I can't go ThaiPolice7 outing to Sentosa. Mum didn't allow due to my leg.
Sighh. I'm really sorry you guys...
I made a mess of everything.

Cravings

I want a guitar.
Both of my guitar were given away to bro's friend.
Damn.
And now I have the sudden urge and interest to strum my fingers on the guitar.
Playing the melodious song stuck in my head.
The song is... TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR.
Hehehe.
Anyway, I'm serious bout playing guitar lah.

I'm having severe butt cramps.
Oh yeah, staying at home can be really torturing!
And i think my eyes are spoilt.
Also, when i want to rest my eyes by looking out of the window,
all i see is a concrete jungle that blocks the view.

My head feels numb.
Probably due to the long hours of sleep.
And the absence of adrenaline rush.

With all this crap getting on my nerves,
I want to start school =)
And I'm prepared!

I really got no mood to blog...
I'll go play game now.

Popeye's gets me drooling.

GYMNASIUM ANYONE?

Alright, so yesterday had tuition with Iffa Hashim. MATHS.
So taught her A Maths, and trust me, she could actually read from the book. Got a lil rusty here and there for my maths. So... yeah, need to start practicing again?
I think for the whole 3 hours, we talked more than we tuition-ed. And of cos, cam whore.
I'm not that photogenic you know...
So to check how blur sotong I am in the photos, check out Iffa's blog @ http://ohmygoodnessgracious-me.blogspot.com


And i find this photo funny. I don't know why...
HAHAHA

Oh yeah, another thing, my brother's New Zealand friend, Rangga, has gone back home...
I kinda miss him now. I miss his accent of English and how fluent he speak Bahasa Indonesian.
And also,
He is so cute! Haha.


Tada! Rangga and me. Yes, we both wear braces.
And when i showed Iffa the photo, she was asking this,

Iffa: Which one is Rangga? Ohh!! OMG, you both look the same. Wait, i thought you were your brother. Ahh.. so now you look like your brother.

Arghh!! I kinda miss him and his cuteness.
How he misplaced his lugage key, and how he went to the girls public toilet.

Had Pysiotherapy just now,
and boy there is really alot of ACL victims!
Geez...
Did cycling and stretching exercises.
Also the therapist changed the degree of my brace. So i can bend my knee with the braces on. Isn't it cool?
Alright, so who wants to company me to the gym?
Cause, I have to go work out at the gym =)

OH YEAH!
I'm so looking forward to ThaiPolice7 outing to Sentosa!
Woots~ I can't wait to meet them mann.
Hehe. And it has been loooooong since I'm away from the 56th peeps.
And yeap, I'm gonna take it slow now. Slow and steady


You gave me strength
You gave me hope
You gave me someone to love

HEYO!!!

So, took off my stitches just now.
First, had consultation with A/Prof Paul Chang.
And goodness gracious me, he gave MC from PE or any vigorous exercise for great 10 months!
And he said, supposedly 1 year.
So this was the "argument"

Me: So I can go back to sports in 6months time right?
Dr: Actually... by right it's 1 year. Honestly.
Me: But they say 6months!
Dr: It takes a year and a half for your ligament to fully recover. Well, the main thing is, you can sprint straight, and run straight. No twisting, no jumping. I'll just give you 10months. If you think you are ready to go back to sports you can, but take care of yourself understand? You are still young.

So later on headed to the dressing room to take off my stitches.
All of the sudden, some bangla looking guy wearing a nurse uniform came to me.
Nurse: What's your name?
Me: Fatin Hanani
Nurse: I.c no. ?
Me: S.......B
Nurse: Okay, pass. What's that? MC ah? FOr how long? 10 months? Tell the doctor to add lah "FRIENDS MUST ASLO HELP CARRY BAG FOR YOU".
Me: Hahaha.

I was so afraid if he is a really certified nurse, i took a glance at his badge.
SENIOR STAFF NURSE
Cheyy wahh...
He look so haggard. But he was damn funny and very gentle in handling my leg.
This kind of nurse is what i really call a good nurse.

Anyway, back to the stitches, it looks healthy!
Don't think it would be that obvious as the one on my right knee.

About the 10months, it's perfect.
Perfect time for me to get FAT.
ARGHH. I can't live without any sports for ten months.
I shall break the rules mann.
6 months was what they told me,
it's lock and loaded in my brain for 6months.

I'm gonna do what it takes

At first I felt like my world is tuning upside down.
What subjects? What course? What's my future?

I prayed to god, to show the right path for me.
I cried out of confusion.
I screamed (and really screamed) at my mother.
I scolded my father.
I tried ignoring my granny.

So, I could take life anymore.
Cos I wasn’t strong enough to face the influence and demands of others.

Then, I took a long walk, yeah long because I walked too slow.
Walked to East Coast Park. ALONE. No one to help me.
It was awkward of course. The stares. I know how Amirah feels now.
But there weren’t many people on the beach. Just like Pasir Ris.
Wished I could go further to the shore, but was afraid. My leg mahh...

Brought myself a Caramel Frappe and Fries.
It was very refreshing. And slowly walked home.

Then, chatted with a few people. Laughed at Hui Peng. It was a good laugh.
Sorry Peng. Well, she put first three of her choices as Tampines JC.
In the end cannot. And I thought she was joking bout putting the repeated choices.
Okay lame.

All of the sudden, there was the urge to chat with Nabil.
And he gave me a solution I never thought will be.
He also assured me.
“So what other people say about JCs and stuffs? It’s my life, my choice, and why do the others care? It’s what I want. I’ll go for it.”
He said something like that. Which I was kinda touched with.
And he was there to give me support.
Thanks Nabil. I felt much better after that.
Now, I’m going for what I’ve always wanted. I’m gonna do what it takes to get it.

Thanks to Allah, my caramel frappe and Nabil.
Also, Hui Peng, Khairin, Suhaimi and Yi Ling.
Cause you guys were there to hear me for my toughest part of my life.

Anyway, brother’s friend from New Zealand who is an Indonesian muslim,
is staying here, at my house, till Friday!!! Well, my brother’s friend from New Zealand happens to be his ICEP NCC host when he went to New Zealand in 2005.
Will tell more bout him later on. He is nice.

I toss and turn all night. Thinking bout it.
Dreaming how it will be.
Replaying the scene over and over again.
And reminisce back to the other times.
My heart beat rapidly, and I went to sleep.

I’m in love
with the song Westlife – Close.

You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been
This close

I'll spread my wings till I learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till i touched the sky

I'm not really sure how I really did.
Not what I aimed for. But expected it will be.

Scored
2 A1s, Emaths and Amaths
2 B3s, Chemistry and Physics
2 B4s, English and Comb Humans
1 C5 , Malay
&& A1 for CCA.

L1R5= 16
L1R4= 12

Not sure exactly where to go. Wanted to go Tampines Junior College, but not sure if i can get in. Thought of Innova Junior College, but many thoughts are running through my mind now. And if Poly, not sure what course to take.
Well, it's all up to me now.
The next step I take determines my future.
Well, all the best to my fellow friends.
Hope you will get the place you always wanted.

I was upset at first.
Cause i was dreaming about getting 10.
But later, i thought bout it.
I struggled through a hell lot of time knowing that i wasn't that capable of scoring those marks.

Last time I failed Science. Got back on track and fell again. And bucked up for last few weeks getting something pretty good.
I was the number one failure for combined humans. But the last few days of mugging really paid off.
And also English, since Sec1, English was never my favourite. And I still know I am making some grammer mistakes. I passed it too.

I'm grateful.
But I still feel lost.

Anyways, I felt glad and smiled gleefully.
My heart was beating extremely fast.
But what really was it?
Reality hit me like a brutal slap in the face.
I can only dream.
Cos, my journey and fantasy ends today.
Gods will.

CCA Fair was disappointing.
Well, I don't wish to elaborate.
But my Specs did a great job.

So, I was invited by a few groups of people to go for Poly Open House.
However, i rejected all of them.
Even going for the CCA Fair was exhausting. I can't imagine if i were to go the open house. I think i'll be crying.

Anyway, I'm really sorry I can't be active for NCC for now.
I can't help it mann.
I feel guilty. But I can't.
That operation that passed means alot to me, and cost a bomb.
If I don't take care properly, then everything I've been yearning for will just go to waste.
But I promise, as soon as I recover, and fit to go back, I'll really go back.
And I'm on to go for 4th ADC.

I've been thinking lately,
and.... I want to change my blogskin.
It's has been 1 and a half years with this skin. And I'm getting bored of it.
But, I just can't find the perfect one.
Any recommendations?

I'm better off staying at home,
rotting...

I could vividly remember, the day that changed my whole life.
From an active wild person, to a studious student.
That day is 5 May 2008. (Wonder who birthday ah... so suay)

That incident probably happened for a reason.
Probably my body needs a rest from the activities I've always been doing.
Probably it's a stop to my playful activities, so that I can concentrate on studies.
Probably there's some witch who cast a curse on me. Hahaha nah, just kidding.
But of all the possibilities, I must say, I appreciate for what had happened.
It thought me alot of qualities.
Patience, Endurance, Giving in, Humility, Appreciation and Friendship.

Had therapy yesterday at SGH.
Hmm, I must say there is alot of ACL patients. But mostly, they are guys.
After doing most of the exercises, my leg felt stronger.
So now, I have to walk using only 1 crutches. Kinda scary.
Oh yeah, my therapist, Jia Ying said I have to attend ACL class.
I didn't know this kind of stuffs got class. Or perhaps school?
The therapist also said that if my leg is strong enough after the 3months test, I could go back to sports in 3months!!!
Next class, Monday, 12 Jan, 11.30am.
Looking forward to it.

I'm half way through the movie, Bedtime stories. And woah, I must say, it's really interesting. Go catch it yeahs.

My scar hurts.
Probably (you-know-who) is NEAR!!!
Oh gosh... Voldermort!
Hahahah

8 more days to stitches off!
5 more weeks to leg brace off!
It's really irritating you know...
The leg brace lah.

I'm gonna be a fat pig.

Been eating junk food these few days.
And gosh now i know why they call it JUNK.

I'm craving for POPEYE'S !
Anyone wants to join me?

I'm so bored, i played what Hui Peng played at Facebook. It's addictive.
I'm so bored, I'm looking forward to the results.
Haha =)

My leg is getting less swollen. Even the bandage is falling out. Cause my knee STRUNK!
The more i exercise, the lesser the pain!
Isn't it cool?

I'm really bored.
BORED!
Someone please entertain me.
It's not fair. The world is having more fun than me.

First and foremost,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Okay i know i'm abit slow...

My mind was filled up with the pain and worries till i forgot to be excited for New Year. Haha =)

So how's my leg?
It's feeling much better than days before.
However, I feel hopeless.
Reason being is because, I can't bend my knee by myself, or lift my leg.
I have to support it with my hand or my right leg.
Sigh, it's harder than i thought.
Nevermind, I won't give up. I'll keep pushing forward to achieve what I've been wanting.

Had the weirdest dream.
But it was sweet. Hahaha. Hmmm, wonder why I dreamt of it out of the blue.
Also, had a dream that I could run, and bend my knee.
And that dream will come true in another 6 months time.

In exactly 2 weeks, I'll get my stitches off!
And walk without crutches 0.o

Oh yeah, I made an account at FACEBOOK!!!
Hehehe. It was Azyan who told me to make one since most of the 56th are active there instead of friendster.
And yeah, Facebook is way faster!
Yeap, i spent my time well yesterday, looking through facebook and I had fun uploading photos for Japan trip.

Ok I'm having a headache...
and I want to sleep.