Weak

My spirit just gets too weak...

My heart is dampened.
And I find no purpose in talking or pushing myself.
Don't bother asking cos' it would never be the truth.

And you, if you care, then act as though you care.
Don't just give false hopes and in the end change your attention to something else.
Do you think people would ever want to share their problems with you again?
I don't think so.
Period.

And then again, my fantasy starts again.
From watching Superman flying across me, to watching a dashing old light.
But then again, reality hit me.
Stop dreaming.

Mummy's day

(Another photo I stole from Guo Yan. Hehe!)
Tomorrow is Mother's Day.
(And Mum demand for perfume for herself instead of the foot message me and my bro planned for. HAHA!)
There will be a gathering with all my relatives at Granny house tomorrow.
Get to meet cousins, aunty, uncles, nephew, neice (god i feel old..) and NENEK! Hehe!
How exciting :)

Ok, shall burn the midnight oil tonight so that i can enjoy tomorrow.
That's what the Nescafe Latte for.

Heat-ed

I wish I could hide my face with a paper bag.
Haha!

Got 4th out of 4 for 200m.
Burnt out after the first 100m.
My legs felt like jelly and I couldn't concentrate how to continue.
And the tendency to fall forward.
When i reached the finishing line, a young lady approached me to record my position
"Excuse me... may i know what class are you in.. *keep on asking questions* "
I totally ignored her as I was catching on my breath and screaming to myself to get back to reality.
"Ummm excuse me?" she asked again.
"Huh? Ohh.. um yah?"

Well apparently this was the first time i ran 200m. As in really. I never felt how the feeling of running 200m before. Maybe that's why I didn't know how to conserve my energy.
But still, I'm angry for the fact that I didn't listen to the advice given.

Anyway, i still learnt something.
Life is just like running a race.
Sometimes you are way ahead.
But sometimes, you are wrong.
Sometimes, you just have to listen to those who care.
And get to know your route well.

Therefore,
Life is like a race. The turning part is always difficult and sometimes, you just feel like falling flat.

My knee hurts, my back hurts, and my butt hurts.
Oh gosh 0.o