Don't know what to update.Just dumbfounded by the msg at the Tagboard.

Nervous is what i'm feeling now.Just nervous about the Parade Commanding.Shame on me.Name to be in NCC when i just don't have the courage.We'll see bout tomorrow.

I don't know if the Anonymous is right,but hey....
nevermind,don't wanna talk bout it.

Helped friends when i just totally forget about myself.Forgot how they treated me.Never been appreaciated before.Never had anyone understand my dreams.Tried to tell bro about my Napfa,but he ignore.Tried to tell Iffa bout my Napfa,she ran away.Why i cared,listened to their problems,solve their problems,help them in things they need,when i was treated for a return as a pile of shit.Patronized,teased,ignored.

Just that, you guys don't understand my goals.Even i had to tell you,you would NEVER understand.Only bro does,but he gave up on me.Even telling my Napfa results seems to be like a paper filled with invisible results.

Thanks Anonymous.Thanks for your comment.I don't want to tell you the very truth,cause i know,you won't understand.By the way,i know who you are.Next time,it's better telling straight in my face.It hurts more being Anonymous.By the way,i won't be angry with you if i see you in school.

Won't be going online on weekdays.Bro don't allow.Maybe,i'll just go for maximum 5mins,to know or get important notice.Anyway,why go online when there's no one to chat with?Thinking of deleting this blog.It's useless.

I'm too emotional.
Stabbed through my sensitive feelings...~Off now