Where is the love?

The world feels bleak
My heart feels lost,
showing no direction.
The little voice in me is screaming
out of confusion and desperation.
It hurts like a thousand knives piercing through.
My loved ones are having an altercation.
My brothers, are ignorant.
And to always be the middle man,
makes me feel even more confused.
Where's the compassion?
Where's the trust?
Where's the love we used to shower each other?

The house i used to live in was where i felt secure and safe.
But now, it just feels like a place that i hate even more.
The fights, the sacarsm.
Who are you guys now?
Where's the guardian that i look up to for guidance?

She keeps calling.
Having no trust in me.
Blaming and accusing me for being one sided.
Then she,
kept repeating the sacarsms.
Patronizing my own mother in my face.

What is going on in the world I'm living in?
When will it ever stop?
And you guys are not acting like adults at all!

Although I'm screaming, my little voice will never be heard,
They'll never understand.
They'll never will.

And again I ask, Where is the love?

This petite body and weak soul is unable to carry on.
Dear god, please guide me through this rough episodes.

Just leave me alone